Flaunting my undiEs.

Too Much To Love :D

2009-01-17T20:53:00.004+08:00

Like Jessica, I'd like to jot down events/details in my life; forget about the rare update. :P

The inspiration of writing a post comes just extremely -of laziness.

It's quite different this time - an amazing vacation during the past four days.

Although it's just Langkawi, hey it's a duty free land. HELO? CHOCOLATES!? LIQUOR!? *smirks*

It will be...no. It is an unforgettable trip.

Apart from all those tanning, food hunting, chocolates and alcohol, it's the people whom you went with.

Normal stuff : lots of laughter, some disagreement, teases, lame jokes etc. etc. These always makes a person begs for no more than having them to last long or forever.

I shall put up some pictures when I get to obtain them from Facebook. :P all from Su-Ann, KerZhing and IanBitch.

Most of all, I'd like to thank you three, Boon Hui...maybe Joshua too since he did try to help.

I had to struggle for breath after loads of alcohol. It happened twice in this trip, and this cause is the first time ever attacked me.

Thank you for being there for assistance, comfort, encouragement and consolation. It felt great to let it all out to you, and whoever I love very much.

I do want you all not to take it as babysitting a drunk, but I understand it's unavoidable. :P

I just really appreciate everything you guys did, because I indeed was falling too much into depression.

I can say it's all fine now. Not perfectly healed, only slightly wounded.

And thank you for making this trip a success...
OMG I MISS IT ALREADY!

("it was good doing business with you" haha inside-lame-joke."ERM~ SEDAPNYA XXX-LAKSA" ; " The Bihun Gang")

Esther Tan had a total new hairdo. Can't wait to see!

Till then, have a goodnight.

First Tag

2008-11-03T14:27:00.008+08:00

Tagged by my "comfy pillows", Cassie Lee. :P Remove one question from below and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What’s your ambition?
Whatever that makes me feel fabulous one day. lol wtf. i'm a loser with no targets. :P

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
If my love is gonna be my best friend too...so both are important. NEVER CHOOSE ONE! 'cuz i believe the friends and the future one to be understanding and trustful enough towards me.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Quite often, yet not. it just hit when random crazy thoughts go on in the head.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Not when something's totally fresh/new to me, be it human or not. :P

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
TIPU! i can create my own! hmph!

6. What is your goal for next year?
(refer to no.1) sigh~

7. Do you believe in eternity love?
Naively, yes.

8. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to you? (List 10)
Just don't be ridiculous, and have good sense.

9. What's a worst girlfriend/boyfriend like to you?

Keep thoughts in the head (it's so like me :P), runs away in awkward/embarrassing situations, a binder.

10.What feeling do you love most?
The appreciation when food's in my mouth, when the person who wants you the most is just around/near/next to you, whatever kinds of gesture.....and erm, party? beach? music 24/7?

11. What is your bad habit?
Hypocrisy. Contradictions. Randomness. Bitchiness. Emotional/Mood swings. Gossips. Judgmental. expects people to know whatever i know. :P all these, bad. yet i still love them.

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hates you?
Come to me, lets talk over a drink. ;) - LOL, i'm not a saint, i just love to listen and opine.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
i hope everyone knows that i do, and i apologize for any negativities i've created with my bare hands.

14. What does flying means to you?
Worries-free~ Holiday~ Not being a human as of today.

15. What do you currently crave for the most?
body contacts, sex, great kiss..wtf wtf...yea, i'm pathetic and desperate. actually, i crave for those 24/7. wtf LOL :P

16. Define sexy?
I'll tell you when i think someone is, and i'll explain. Sexiness occurs differently in each individual.

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
A quite bubbly girl i've not seen for some time, has my great passion of hugging her. :P owh well~ it's just too comforting. like hanging out together, and have fun. :D

18.What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
1. shuns myself from everyone, just be silent and MIA for awhile.
2. Music heals. So do romance or comedy flicks/series.
3. cracks my head and open talk it out to a friend.
4. EAT. SLEEP. DANCE.
5. thinking/reading on others' unfortunate events. :( because i'm in a much better situation/environment than they are at now, and I feel helpless.

19. What will you become in another 10 years?
( i really dislike answering unrealistic questions. NONSENSE! )

20. (OPEN QUESTION. i'll reply you in the comments. :D )

...malas la wanna notify, i'll just wait for your time to look onto this blog. :)

Thurs-my-day wtf

2008-09-19T19:26:00.006+08:00

It's been long, so don't mind my language.

Yesterday was a lucky day, I considered. :) {lame-ness}

wtf damn random ... ANYWAY!

nope, I didn't go out for a nice date ('tho i wish i could boohoooo).
nope, the big ass assignments didn't finish on their own.

It's just normal lil' things which might happen in one's routine. The combination of all petite happenings made my day real good, and I appreciate all of them damn much.

*doesn't give a shit if you felt a sudden cold*

In the morning, as usual I prepare myself ready for work at the very last minute. Say my shift's at 11:30am, I will need to be at the bus station latest by 10:55am. wtf so detailed.
so i got myself at the bus stop at 11am. A cab was coming from a near distance at the same time, I waved without hesitation. Didn't know why since I rarely take cab, they charge ridiculously.
I did not ask how much the fare was as I used to when hopped in. and surprise surprise, I was charged RM4.20 only as shown on the meter-runner wtf!!! ( normal price Rm10-RM15 )

Me thanked the driver a lot.

Weekdays' business is just average. Two customers/hour on average was devastating! Bored to the max. weird thing was, there wasn't any bitchy demanding customers. All were really nice and friendly yesterday! ok fine, went to the gym after work. and i really did enjoy the workouts.
omg why i'm so optimistic! wtf wtf.

i was thinking to take a cab home 'cuz waiting for a bus might take up to 40mins at least, and i did not have enough cash. so i went to the money changer thinking of selling my S$50. one indian lady took my S$50 note and I asked her quickly how much the rate was. 2.4 babeh! - it is quite high. AND GUESS WHAT, I don't know but I was like couldn't stop assuring myself in the head that I did just passed her just S$50 and she typed S$100 x 2.4 ....aha! already seeing her counting RM240, DUH~ KEPT QUIET LA OF COURSE TOOK THE CASH AND FLED!

WAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA. the change was doubled! wootz!

I headed back to the store to say helo and bid goodbye to some colleagues who were on night shift. Quite a number of customers bade me goodbye too, like really in a friendly way and kinda loud as I walked out. wah~ i felt loved wtf wtf.

Proceed to the counter outside to purchase a coupon for a taxi. the fare from S.Pyramid to SubangMewah remains Rm12. Nvrm, since i'm a bit richer haha wtf. The driver was giving me all sorts of advices along the way home - not to take the 'illegal' cabs, better go for 'gov-approved' ones, studies yada yada. I'm used to these talks, so I was comfortable talking about it and entertaining him. It was pleasant overall.

I couldn't stop telling a few friends. Some i couldn't tell the story at all, and I just said I'm really really happy. And I turned out to be happier when they happened to be happy for me as well. I'm happy that they are happy for me!!! wtf wtf. :P

Crazy it was, i asked my colleague if she wanted to go Euphoria M.O.S. I haven't been there. but i tell you, it was the best club I've been ! Smoke free! Great music! Great place! *thumbs up* and they have this transparent bridge across the top floor from one side to another omg i like it so much!

*super-duper-hyper*

sorry, i just have not had a real good day for some time. :D

In the meantime while calling my friends to share my positive day, I was wondering too if something real bad's gonna happen to me. :/ well, so many stories I've heard and please don't tell me not to believe even one at all as they ARE quite similar.
e.g. a son's dying soon (maybe accident or smth), he does smth real nice for his parents which they find weird+surprising+proud and happy anyhow, then he's gone. WTF. boohhhoooo.

SIGH. just let me be happy, it's ok 'cuz i don't want to die looking old or damn sick spent so much medical fee for nothing.

p/s: I miss you, my extended family.

smooch*

2008-05-06T04:03:00.006+08:00

It's pretty interesting to be in a drama, and as an audience at the same time.

*ahem* Drama = be it on stage or social drama*

First of all, I've no idea why but I just felt like putting something... some footsteps, history, so i can something to read when I'm bald with grey side hair and ..alone. wtf damn emo.

Personally, to be in both positions at one time...It's like a time-travelling thing, I don't know how to explain it exactly... but yea, it's cool.

My question is, what's your point/opinion towards two good friends of yours making out?

BOOO- I'd asked that to a few people and as I expected, " Nononononono...it's wrong! how could it be? good friends? nonononono, no way~ "

One of them actually came back and said maybe it could be the result of our beings as well - Asians.
I agreed.
I mean, it's impossible to find a person who practically and mentally accepts, behaves, acts etc.etc. openly and he has no wrinkles at all if he died at the age of 121. =_=
Jebus! Just accept it, Asians will never be any more open/let loose in all kinds of matter.
Warned! I'm not saying I'm F-ing accepting and broadly minded. I am being conservative in various issues too.

Back to the Q, so yea, what's your take on that event happening right in front of your eyes?

{ I do need lots of feedbacks, comments and critics. I am accepting any kind of shootings with all my heart. :) }

My words and statements are confusing all the time, so let me declare these beforehand...

I kissed a good friend of mine, and it happened in front of other buddies.

You might guess it right, but whatever. :P
I had instinct some time ago that this would happen.
Here's the synopsis I remember roughly,
- He was drunk, maybe half drunk, still we were dancing on the floor in the club. But as usual whenever we dance on the floor - head lockings, so-called hot dance shit. lol.
I didn't know why but we just kissed! and totally making out while dancing to the music ( hell! the music was really great that night due to Madonna's HardCandy launch ).
I didn't push him away nor ask/say anything. We just kept dancing and the kiss just went on and on until a friend of ours came " omg omg " laughed, and pushed both of us away from each other. The other friends, haha, the looks on them were like and they said " Kaze, you fucking kissed him! How could you!? ". The good friend i kissed couldn't recall who he made out with. awkwardness is there I assumed very much when he was told about it by other friends.

....sigh, everyone actually thinks I'm such an innocent good boy, won't go flirt around and stuff.
As one always yells, " Where is my good-boy Kaze? come back ! come back! " hahahahaha.

" I can kiss you RIGHT now if you want to! " .....buddies kinda' quiet when i said that. :P

BUT COME ON, I can do those things if I wanted BUT it's under my good control.
Kissing? let me clarify this, it is just a kiss. A make out. A natural act that two (maybe more wtf) individuals would do under some un-explainable conditions/situations/circumstances.

Matter of fact, I'm able to put away the inhibition to kiss anyone and I really enjoy kissing. what's more, a much comfortable kiss if the other part is a friend.
It's like a heaven-like sensation when the lips touch, I meant, this will not happen if you totally throw your tongue to me instantly. I hate it.
I kiss passionately - if that's what you call - and it makes me feel good. And I'm standing strong (always) on my argument : there will never be any deep feelings towards the person I kiss.

Again, it's just a kiss. and to people who are still confused about the beings of a slut ( LOL ), erm, I don't know how to elaborate for you. Slut, by definition, is labelled upon a person who is deemed sexually promiscuous.
READ THAT! i myself can totally respect/accept you , any of you, having ONS..sleep around yada yada..because it's you, your life, not mine. No offence, you're not a slut yet.
I could be sexually active too, just not yet, I have my stand on my principles.

Everything aside. I do think it's pointless to blabber further.
It's there, no, they are there - The thoughts and perceptions coming from AND staying in all paths.
I don't know, but I just feel it. The look in the witnesses' eyes. And for sure, the look on his face by the next night few of us met up for a drink.

I am depressed. was being really a fuckface at work. Colleagues cheered me up, love 'em.
Wanting so bad to assure him that, " Excuse me, it's just a kiss. please, there's no any other thoughts at all. And thank you, 'cuz it was kinda good with the pierced tongue. Something different. wtf wtf. LOL "
Goddamnit, I really don't want to lose this friendship. I really enjoy being his company and vice versa. The only friend who bitches about anything, great fun, laughs, blablablablabla..
You know that kind of friend you really like, but hell! impossible the love-like. get what i meant?

=____= should I talk to him now? days later? weeks? months? ..or no need, act normal nia~ no need to cakap banyak-banyak wtf. ______SO, i just told him this noon that I wanna' assure him it was just a kiss..nthg much.
Since there's no any further discussion, I assume everything's ok. Maybe no, I don't think so. Sigh why i'm so miserable one. :(

I even thought of travelling alone wtf so random. AWAYYYY from social depression.
Plant my feet in the cold sand, enjoy the ocean breeze, lil' sun tanning, maybe work in a farm (the caucasian ones 'cuz they have good natural scenery around them most likely lol), social service...hmmm, i would like to do some childhood education. love to "preach" the kids.. ha~

I don't mind if you call me a freak or any names you can thought of (muka cirit-birit wtf), because I sincerely a coward and thinks only about himself, floating in his own naive thoughts.

anyway, if you would like to share anything, PLEASE do so. I love it and appreciate it very much.
cheers.

diggin'...

2008-03-10T23:50:00.004+08:00

It's been four months in exact since I started working as a part-time barista at Starbucks.
Low paid aside, it's kinda' fun at times.

Hitting 20 pretty soon. Can't wait for 21 !
yet, feeling REALLY unproductive.

Found out some friends' little secrets.

've been liking black more than white compare to few years ago.

've been thinking about my studies so much recently.
don't feel like continuing it, it's not what I really want - realisation piles up each day.

Swimming in the power of music is awesome.

Clubbing is such a waste of money. Hitting the cinema and eating places isn't.
and Starbucks, of course. :P

It's 20 and feeling very useless, I wanna' stop study for a bit.
Backpack, travel, taking photos, helping the need, learning...and learn and learn.
Obviously not theories on Supply Chain and Financial Statement wtf.

A few steps closer to one of my beliefs : Everyone has his/her own level of acceptance; and we should really see that.

It's crazy, I'm finding myself adapting to both opposites of many situations/things/interests yada yada yada.

I don't care what you think or who you are; I still care what you think about anything.

See, this is insane. Standing in your shoes, I see myself as psychotic and paranoiac.
but, I know what I'm doing and I know what is_what is.

It's fun. :)

As much as I would like to lay some history/stories/photos here......
I need a cure for laziness.

Love.

the touch

2007-11-06T14:30:00.000+08:00

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.
You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's Your Personality Type?

good lord. =____=

You Are 80% Open Minded

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out!
Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand.
You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting.
You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

The last sentence is so so true. *nods sendiri*

let's roll !

2007-10-15T14:40:00.000+08:00

Have you ever realise whenever you're driving, any pedestrian you pass would definitely look at you ( or rather searching hard where the driver is ) and their heads would just follow until your car's ass pass theirs? Or should I say they have their eyes lock on the driver?

You do that whenever a car pass by, don't you!?. ha~!

This really makes me wonder what the heck YOU're looking at, dude! Always!

"It's none of your business at all ! You walk , I drive... so hell, keep walking and looking straight or you'll step the shit! "

I'm a kind and proud Malaysian, I don't say those wtf. *shy*

But yea, what exactly are you looking for? Someone you might know? So, what?
It's not like I could stop my car at the side of the road just to say " hey i saw you! ", and drive away.

=___=

Personally, I do think it's one spontaneous reaction of the humans' genes.

I have tried before whenever I'm out for a jog or a walk.
I look straight everytime a car passes by, at the same time taking a quick peep when the car is about to drive away from my sight.
GOTCHA! I can actually see the driver does take a quick look at me too! ( ish ish~ perasan )

The truth is, it is difficult not to 'look' at the driver. heh! These happen no matter you're at the opposite direction of the car or vice versa.

Ah~ manusia, manusia, tetap manusia. :P

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Brothers & Sisters Season 2 > OUT !
Heroes Season 2 > OUT !

<3

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I'm jobless and reckless and speechless and...... for this holiday of a month, with no holidays for X'mas and NewYear when the next semester starts. ARGH!

I'm considering a brilliant idea of dad's : Go for SIA pilot after under-graduate studies.

I have a good height *ahem*, healthy eyes *ahem*, good body *AHEM!*...
what else for a pilot? Attractive?
I'm sure I'm way more than that! *faints*

p/s: Being a vain pot at times is good.

lol, anyway...
( putting "lol" in the blog does sound pathetic, LOL to yourself wtf )

so anyway, yea, I might opt for that most likely.
I'm not thinking about the free air trips, just the money. :P

Pilots really earn a lot ah?
Good pay for a sky-driver?

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I wanna fly the Airbus 380 la! 'cuz there won't be any stupid bikes bang my plane.

*wweeee~*

gosh~ what's with me and driving.
It must be the accidents. *punches bunnies*

hi, i'm back alive wtf

2007-10-09T14:55:00.000+08:00

curse you motorcyclists! no, shouldn't have said that.
people who ride motorcycles are still normal humans...

but they are just...argh, curse you people whenever you bikes and I'll take back my words when you're not biking wtf.

great, I guess my Driving Phobia project will soon be fully accomplished.
support this project will'ya!?

wtf =___=

you know those chinese shops which they help people to remove their moles?
yea, you'll somewhat believe the 'explaination' of the positions of your moles.

e.g. a mole next to your mouth = you love eating wtf

so as mine! i have one at the very top right corner of my forehead and it says...

" Becareful whenever you drive. "

ZOMG. well, I've known this for quite some time but never believe it.

Until I met my second accident last night. poor Atos. <3 This time, the bike hit straight to the middle lower part of the car between the two doors.

The first accident, the bike's accelerator hit the front windscreen causing the beautiful crack.
It has lengthened now. T_____T >rm500 weh~

AND NOW ! ugh~ i've already gave Mother the mindset that her car will face some spice when her son is the driver.

here's what she said ever since I joined Voices and got home late every few days in a week :

" you go find a room now near your uni. and stay there.easier....and that's by next month. "
sigh. this bad situation is now 'thickened'.

all i wish for now is to live in Subang (still), have a car (MYVI's best) or a driver (yea, i'm starting to dislike driving) and of course, get allowance of >rm1200/month (excluding school fees and everyday meals) ! thousand two is a lot for me.

yes, it is.

crap, stop dreaming. it's my Chirstmas wish, dont'ya ever think about plagiarism.

*stares*

maybe I'll stop clubbing, driving and reloading my phone's credit, these save a lot, man!
what's more i baru joined CaliforniaFitness for rm100/month.

must visit the gym often now, workout and... enjoy the eyecandies! :P

......pathetic.

psycho

2007-08-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

So much emotional/mental burden - stress, tension whatever you called it,
that blurting out all in this blog only helps reliefs a little.

Maybe I should have happy entries... no grievance, anger, confession instead.
So that my own blog can cheer me up everytime I read wtf.

Or maybe I should forget about this blog, I can't help but to be very emotional, depressed and moody in the posts.

sigh~ let things around me flow freely.

Naive, naive.

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Mean, always mean.

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Self-centered, typically one.

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Love.

I have the feeling that I'm going to be a real meaner,
and a bitch and piss-off many people, soon.

Pieces

2007-07-27T18:23:00.000+08:00

I made the BIGGEST mistake of my life. The Recharge Revelation is on 27th...

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..
...

OCTOBER !

bwahahahahaha. yay~!!! *someone throws eggs & tomatoes*

______

On the other hand, I think I've made a good choice by entering VoicesMMU - The English Debate Society in campus.

WOO-HOO! wow~ it's so not me. =P

hohohoho, what's your first thought when you hear ' debate ' ?
I used to think that only nerds and kiasu-s of OMG-it's-MEGASALES-wtf are the ones in the debate teams usually.
Not until yesterday night had I known how fun debates could be. ;)

I joined VoicesMMU 'cuz ... the society-promoters(students) praised my English when I kena tangkap by them as I catwalked wtf passing by their booth, and asked if i were interested to join the debate team.
Ok, I'm flattered BUT I know I still need lots and lots of improvement.
They're providing training classes twice a week. :D

During last night's class, I was and still truly amazed by how they talked to each other and debated. So pro- sial !
So happy that I could finally practice some proper English speaking now. It's something natural for me.
Seriously, if you're not speaking proper/acceptable English to me, I'll do the same.
It's something natural for me. If you have some slang in your language, I will too!
English or Mandarin, sama!

Yup, I can say all of them were using English. NOT Manglish nor Singlish. hmph! hmph!
Everyone was automatically required to participate in the game - the real debate. And the juniors had to present their arguments.
When the society's president, Kandahar - a mid-east Asian I think, gave some briefing and explanation of what's all about, immediately I thought of my lecturer's teachings in CriticalThinking & ProblemSolving. The concepts are almost just the same - the power of strong, valid arguments.

Although it's kinda tense during the debate, I couldn't stop the joy I'm still having. 'cuz there's just non-stop talking, laughing, arguing and more importantly knowing new friends. =D

The judge. He could be a real bitch, and you might wanna put some glue on his chair. haha, but he's great i tell you. Imagine you have to jot down every little details that every debater presents, knowing if the arguments were strong or weak or out of order. And to value the arguments and the debaters themselves.

You speak, while he has his ears listen carefully + non-stopping hand jotting down things + a real multitasking brain... until the end of the debate.

Salute !

Here's what many told me : Have good structured arguments/ideas and keep asking yourself why, why and why. Even if you didn't even have a clue about the topic, bullshit it but your arguments gotta be valid and good enough. =D

Scary...but FUN ! ;)

YET! aku punya badan sini sakit sana sakit. T______T
ALL because I learnt how to swim freestyle ... finally, on Wednesday.
Organized by MMU's SwimClub, we will main air wtf Bkt.Jalil's pool on Wednesdays' evening until the beautifully built pool in campus opens.

*dances*

I am not showing off or flaunting my 'happenings'... Honestly, I'm not.
I appreciate what's in my life now. I appreciate the interactions between individuals and groups. I don't find myself reluctant to go classes, 'cuz there are many new things to learn and to discover everyday. I'm kinda happy when I keep myself busy. I feel warm when I read or hear something heartening.

Read my good friend, Clem's blog. His recent entries made my tears dropped. T____T

Eddy's leaving for London in 2 weeks time, in which he will be there studying for about 2 years. SuetLi's another one leaving for USA soon - 4 years.
I kept thinking how will these 2 friends of mine, who're gonna be at total different environment, change by the time we meet after a few years.

Hahaha. For now, they are missing the friends here and Malaysian food already.
For next...... I'm hoping no matter how their lives are gonna be at the other part of the world, they will take good care of themselves and still remember the people here - whom all always remember they two.

I wish them everything the best, love. <3

and now, Ian Tikus told me he's leaving for Melbourne next year or the year after. I'm speechless, but to hide my kegeram-ness and sadness inside.

damn, there isn't once when I won't be emotional in my blog entries so far.
I need a psychologist or a philosopher, so I could clear the twisting doubts.

The Big Red Button

2007-07-26T13:06:00.000+08:00

Put The Big Red Button on your site

toooooo lazy to interpret my thoughts currently.
but HEEEELLLLL!!!!!!

I WANNA GO RECHARGE REVELATION 2007 !!!
and ......it'll be held at A'Famosa, Malacca tomorrow.

so a problem to get there from dearest Subang. T____T

I have more holes than you now.

2007-07-15T19:40:00.001+08:00

i'm typing these without my right thumb, index finger and middle finger.
Go try typing now without these 3 MOST important fingers of your life.

buhuhu. T_T *cries dengan banjir effect*

Apparently, I couldn't stand seeing the extra bubble-like dead skin growing on these 3 fingers of mine.
Ya'know, they look like lil' cute dead volcanos pop out so tu-ran-jian-ly on your beautiful skin wtf. They've been around for quite some time and the number is increasing! slowly.
So there you go, I went to the clinic FINALLY.

and here comes the most horrible moment of my 'simple-life'...
(ParisHilton's is much better, got cows weh~ moo!)

- the doc. tengok-tengok, raba-raba my right fingers.
- *cut the nonsense*
- he paralyzed the 3 fingers. AND OMFG I TELL YOU ! the injections cucuk-ed your fingers were like... WTF! can die weh! *sobs*
- then he started with some tool that looked like a pen, but when i see it properly....
FFUUUCCCKKKK!!! the front part of that thing was glowing in red!!!
- the burning process was "smooth" with my sexy moans and groans wtf wtf.

the dead bubbles were burnt as how you nicely slice the turkey for Christmas.

T____________________________T

PLUS! i had the worst hair cut few days ago. The barber? = The Gardener
My hair worths billions, and it's not grass ok!!!

-End of Bitching-
*plays Looney Tunes ending theme song*

I still have some volcanos on the fingers, 'cuz I dare not to continue the slavery anymore.
The wounds are STILL letting out the dead fluid. It's been the whole day!!!
sigh, i'll be having them for the rest of my life then.
And now my fingers look like the moon...knocked by comets and meteors.

lubang sini lubang sana. *ahem*

Stop imagine those!

... yea, it's really ~ GROSS !

T____________________T *emo*emo*

sweet escape

2007-07-08T11:44:00.000+08:00

4 bottles of beer and a class of liquor.
How about that for an occasional drinker? suprisingly, i went dizzy for awhile. :P

No, i didn't drink recently...'ve been a good mama's boi wtf.
I was 'supposed' to play pool with Jack & Nick... owh, haven't introduce Nick. well, he's a hawt-y. *see his friendster* :P

So I hopped in their car ( at about 2am O_o ) and found myself in a favor-trap.

*Gotcha!*
=_= JJ & Rudy do great jobs.

The Mission : Eddy and a bunch of friends somehow got too hyper and drunk at his birthday party at Bed.
We - the threesome wtf - offer our proud kindness to rescue them. vvrrrrooooommmm all the way to kl from ss15 in less than 30mins.
I was kinda afraid that we might kena speedtrap. but wtf la, those drunk-iards might lose their virginity for the 7286378691782964 times if we don't hurry up. *ha~*

It's ...'entertaining & hilarious' are the words to say this... to see people who are drunk and about to pass-out.
- They tend to show their wild-selves from the deep.
- Tell the OMG-truth which you'll never expect and you just want to dig out more from their mouth. (HAHAHAHAHA. it's evil, but interesting. :P )
- Dance with you and talk to you in a very dramatic way.

ALERT! these happen if they were drunk after a party or some fun events.
I do wonder what if you drink due to depression or emotional stress issues.
Well i don't know any causes since i haven't really got drunk before, bitch!

As seen on tv, the pathetic drunk soul...
* cries ?
* get into a cats-&-dogs fight ?
* doesn't bother much about what's happening around...
* ONS ? O_o!
* jumps off from the building after a wild dance and regrets at his after-life because it was just an accident? wtf wtf.

According to my big head, I try to tell myself to stay awake and drink lots of water when i start to get dizzy. I'm a survivor ~!

-_-
I've been watching Brothers and Sisters recently. *abc tv link*
Click the links for more info. 'cuz i ain't gona crap you with " owh~it's nice! touching! blablabla go clean my legs wtf. "

A story about a family where the members are really close to each other. I weep , not literally, at almost all the 10 episodes i watched so far. you'll know when the moments of emotional affection show up and the heartbreaking/heartening songs are played.

T__T just to make your life miserable.

and Mandy Moore's latest { Wild Hope }...

OMG *bimboish tone* ! i just didn't sound like an emo-animal, did i ? wtf wtf.

no reason,...... maybe there is. and i find myself listen more to Mix.fm than Hitz.fm/FlyFm.

*sleeps*

My other family members - TheGang if that's what you're looking for - and I met up with *cough*not-long-lost*cough* Angela few nights ago, since er...don't know how long already. :P

tell me you pretend not to see my tripled chin !

got rid of it, yay~! *tipu sendiri*

long talks, catch-ups, gossips...haha. like what you do when you meet an old friend. She's now stunning as ever, I swear! compare to last time during high school.... lol. the two of us would be talking about how could we turn her into a lady wtf.

:P I mean, more feminine.

never stop heart you, Angela. xoxoxo

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Mr.HornyFace/Hot a.k.a Nick, hohohohoho. (this guy dances his booty off, ask EstherGemok for proof wtf) If you happened to read this, i just wanna say it was nice talking to you. Yes, I am quiet and only tagging along the laughs. But that's just for the time being 'cuz we baru kenal! ha~ maybe i'll tease you more next time. And congratulations that you're attached to ChocolateBrownie ( it's delicious but eewww~too sweet... diabetes can die wtf :P ). I am happy for both of you, really. hugs.

and stop worrying if i were bored ! I AM NOT *punch*punch*

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Bounce off to bath. Why do i end it with that always!!!?? yer~

I love shower.

exploration = orgasm __wtf

2007-06-20T20:57:00.000+08:00

babi punya aya !!! your boobs are so gona be fei-gei-chiong when i get back to mlk and have awesome baba laksa & cendol wtf wtf. *drools*

so wrong.

So far, only 3 classes attended. O_o''' yea, no tutorials on the first week.

Microeconomics - oh~yes. I will never know what your name is,mdm. unless i go to mmls and check. why? i'm sorry but i just can't catch your words if you keep shaking your head.
( a pure Indian she is. therefore, she's having REALLY strong Indian accent. :P)

Financial Accounting and CriticalThinking&ProblemSolving - yay~ finally! i'm so hoping to have lecturers who speak english well all this while. great. both are fun and serious, and keep me awake and focus. i like. *seriousface*

*trying hard not to complain about distance of anywhere i go* T___T

good. i went up to a bus not bothering where it stops after today's class and met two ex- girlclassmates and their two gfs. ( i have something in common with indians.) haha. they're all indians.

p/s: no offence here or anything that hurts. i like going out with different people from different races, backgrounds etc etc. Diff' ones bring me diff' aspects of familiarity, knowledge, thoughts bla bla bla wtf. love.

so, none of us had any idea where to go. -___-
but ya'know, it's fun in a way where you're gonna see and explore things you might not see if you take a cab/car and tidur all the way.

AND the route of today was... tada~!

1. the bus went around cyberjaya.
2. finally stopped at Putrajaya Central.
3. four girls and a hawt guy sibuk-ing where to go next from P.Central.
4. FIRST TIME EVER TO ALAMANDA~!
5. had KFC ( T___T fact: i'm fastfoodphobic wtf. ) and walked around the near to empty mall. -_-
6. back to central and to Serdang 'cuz a friend wanted to know if Serdang KTM goes to Seremban.
7. once done ( yes, we went all the way around Putrajaya AGAIN and to Serdang just to see that and balik ) , wait bus again nak balik cyberjaya.
8. back to central after an hour plus. @_@ it's just so hard to get a bus to Cyberjaya from Serdang.
9. mmu sweet mmu~ wtf.

...continued...

1. heat up some Prego cheese garlic sauce mixed with some mint and olive-oiled tuna.
2. steamed up the spaghetti.
3. vvvooooollllllllaaaaa~ tasted like the awesome fattening Carbonara weh!
4. yyyuuuummmmmmmmm + regretness to the max 'cuz it's so oily.
5. found COMMENTS from aya herself and angry-ied and urged to blog wtf wtf.

i know, i know... my routes are lame. but just so you know, we'd been on the bus almost the whole day.

I saw the nice nice menteri-menteri buildings, the elegant bridges, the kota-kemuning-alike walkways, cantik punya trafficlights bla bla bla...all in Putrajaya.
DON'T YOU JUST LOVE THE ART OF ARCHITECTURE?
yea, i know you won't appreciate one la. :P

but then, think think think... the construction concept...there're similarities with things in Singapore. haha. don't really know what's true, it's just a thought. :)

-you're warned : emo-craps ahead-

sometimes i wish i could have someone
to see, to share,
to talk, to appreciate,
to hug, to travel,
to love... wtf...
to-everything we can do together because the common bites in us,
because we want each other so much,
because we appreciate both-selves,
because we can eat all the fattening food and ice-cream together
because we can be really bored and lame but feel great just to have each other in company,
because i can give surprises to you and you're doing the same
because we can lie on the big field at nights and crap corny nonsense while indulging in the beauty of the starry sky

what's really important is when we have our hands together

because i feel really great and happy if/when you share a drink with me
if/when you curi-curi put your legs on mine in the cinema
if/when you tickle me when i let down my guard
when i recall your heart-melting messages and words you said to me
if/when you give a peck on my cheeks out of no where
if/when you look at me as if your eyes really make me wondering what's on your mind
if/when i see you when my phone rings
if/when i just think about your surprises
if you really take me seriously because i'm already taking everything seriously
then...

anyone who happens to read all these won't feel yok-ma (meat-paralyzed wtf. aka cheesy+corny) and tells me " get a life la! "

random : i cry when this song comes in >>> 'Wait For You' by Elliot Yameen.

err... i'm all fine. not like a whore who will have awesome breakdown wtf. :P

*bounce off to the bath**shake*shake*

that's the way to start, huh?

2007-06-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

Like...so not cool to blog frequently? *bimboish tone*

wtf wtf. Lame start.

It's new! it's new! New semester, new surroundings, ............OLD house. *faints*

The apartment I 'happily' staying now is built way years ago. Enough complains, i'm near to basic satisfaction.
The room is freaking an anoeroxic wtf. It's 'cute' la!
I cleaned the awful bathroom 'till my lower back ached. ( i'm the so-called home-guy okay! )
and the apartment is situated 15 minutes PLUS PLUS walk from the campus. T___T confirm sweat worst than a pig everyday i go to class. ( does a pig sweat, really ? ) wtf.
What's more if it rains !?

sigh. I can't afford a car and RM255 rent(bills excluded!) is considered a lil' expensive for me. :(

don't really feel like talking much here. i just can't find the gist now.

'cuz i'm in both positive mode and ...the negative.

(+)ve :
~ hanging outs, clubbing, movie-ing, makan-ing......doing whatever where there is the existence of friends. SEE HOW IMPORTANT FRIENDS REALLY ARE ? They brighten you up easily. *snap!* wtf so serious.

(-)ve :
~ A recent break-up with an unwanted ending.
Don't confuse, but i think you do have some expectation of what might going to happen when it comes to the break-up. And when the real thing happens, it's the other way round and 'surprises' you. no?

sigh. i'm old. i think, fantasize, crap, complain, comment a lot like an old bitch...all to myself.

those Dua-puluhan are so gona kill me because they keep drooling at my youth wtf.
-_- like...

*cough*aya*cough*

yes, i'm so the tak malu. :)

Reincarnation, my ass.

2007-06-04T20:45:00.000+08:00

I need money, again.

Wtf.

Met Shinya and Eddy last Friday night. We went to Sri Hartamas for drinks and… shisha. I finally tried it! Hohohoho. Well, I didn’t feel anything different but to think it’s like another kind of strawberry beverage. :P nice whattt.

Hartamas mana? I forgot la, should have jot down the name in the reminder wtf. The place’s something like AsiaCafe ss15, but could see the differences between the people there and here in Subang. Lazy to explain here. If you knew what I meant … you just know la. -__-

Since it was the first time meeting each other, I didn’t talk much besides listening and answering their questions. macam police dengan penjenayah wtf. And I do have the looks ( -__- ) of getting bored huh? because they were like worried all night . =D

As what you might see always in the movies, two guys knowing each other since schooling days and still remain as brothers until the day they die wtf.
S & E have been buddies for 5 years. ( it was a BINGO! when they asked me to guess how long they have known each other. :P )

The next night after watching Shrek3 at 1Utama, we were at Nouvo. Free entrance! because of the forwarded message. :P
Hell ! They could really shake mannn! I was like... a robot wtf. T__T

*I missed Shrek and Pirates' 1 & 2 , and I watched both's 3rd series wtf. LOL. good movies !

yea, I admire them and how I wish I have a friend like that. Not that I do not have one or something, but it’s more like an only special friend to share almost everything!
And soon as the time passes, both understand each other damn very well.

You know that more-than-friends and less-than-lovers kind of relationship? Wtf, it's so nice yet can be complicated sometimes. Lol.

(p/s: dear people-I-first-meet, I don’t really talk much and will NEVER feel bored. I’ll become an annoying monkey after you ask me something or bring up topics I have many thoughts about them wtf. :P hehe)

The horror came by when I was driving home at 3am++. I was followed by a motorcyclist!
I started to speed up after I saw the bike I cut was getting closer and closer. ' fuck! '

It was about 20minutes chase. Imagine a bike chasing your car ( with the headlights off), and you were like speeding all the time so that he won't cut you . And the car ( like Atos 1.1cc T__T ) hits the bumps and brakes suddenly. kesian betul.

He stopped chasing after I made a U-turn nearby a police station.

" go fuck yourself la, kid! ", i said that.

SCARRY weh!!!

What if he got to cut me and stopped right in front of my car, then rob me or something !!!?
You know, so many cases you could see in the newspaper everyday especially the recent ones. Like how an old lady was being followed by some perverts wtf , robbed, raped and killed her. yea you can think of something worst, can't you?
damn cibai la!

what are these criminals thinking mann!? get a proper job pls.

naivety

2007-05-20T18:23:00.001+08:00

(it's here! the emo one! and it's gona be corny ...wtf wtf. yala yala, i'm seriously kind of depressed recently.)

One day left for I being in MMU Malacca... if I managed to pass all the subjects wtf it's only my foundation year.

One minute you happily and nervously walk to the campus for the very first class, for the fear and fun of knowing strangers around you and the all new environment and stuff.
The next minute, you walk your last step off from the main gate.
You stop, looking back at the campus. " I'm gona miss much of every single thing here. "
You smile, and walk away moving on with your life with an utmost satisfaction...and sadness.

I am sure these are what many final year students feel. Many of them just had their last paper today. I was at the library, sleep-flipping through my notes of tomorrow's last exam. I saw them came out from the halls with joy. They have been taking pictures here and there around the campus for these two weeks.

* The two weeks when you have to wait by the library's door and barge in to get a table for yourself and your friends.

* The two weeks when you'll be spending your days at the campus (at the library, especially) and you call it your second home.

A good senior friend of mine, Kaydrin , is leaving too. 22 y.o., a guy with good studies and personality, and he's going to work with Microsoft at KLCC by this July. ( damn~!) Sorry ladies, he's taken. :P

Being the experience one in things despite his age, I have him filled with questions. He replies patiently and reasonably, and teach you things we need to have concern in life. Some juniors even call him 'si fu' a.k.a Master. :D

We met at the library as I was preparing to leave. He just had his final paper too. Then he said, " wait! pictures! pictures! " Kayd puji-ed my camwhoring skills wtf. -_- I'll ask the pics from him a.s.ap. 'cuz want to see how good my skill is! :P

He then bade, "See you in KL, you party animal!" wtf-i'm-not, and rushed for the picture-session-appointment with his friends.

Seeing him rushing away, I told a friend (one of the juniors who call him Master) next to me that it'll just be a matter time by the next time we see Kaydrin. She said, " haiya, you in cyberjaya mah~ can meet up easier. Me in Malacca, T___T ". :P

I shook her hand and hugged her, " it was really nice to know you, MissFunny. "

wtf, crap-ed so long about this fella.

There were joy, laughs, cries, handshakes, snaps and lots lots lots of hugs.

I feel the warmth. Yes, part of me is blended with this so-called old-fashioned thoughts. I appreciate all these and I don't care what you think, and I can smile to myself afterwards. hmph~!

Be it a person, a pet, an ant on your filthy table, a cup/plate/bowl, a plane, a rabbit-like cloud, a fav' shirt in the closet, an arguement, a movie......

I understand that in everything you meet as long as you live, separation is always there. It will come to you one day in future, the next second, tomorrow and even the past. ( --> hard to explain this :P )

Time happens to be the judge, 'voluntarily'.

The moment of getting separated, that's the thing that makes me weak.

I feel pain, grievance, wasted, helpless and other-negatives-wtf-I-forgot-those-words-of-pathetic-feelings. Eventhough there's none any of my business in some cases, I feel them.

When others having jubilant joy, I'm happy and cheer for them. And vice-versa. Such a kepoh I am. :P

It's just too too too bad that I do not own a digital camera. Some say you don't necessarily need a camera to capture the moment thingy you want, memories in the head will be the best. Unfortunately, I'm on my way to the expert level of short&long-term-memory loss wtf.

Well, I did go around the campus and took some pictures at the end of my orientation week last June. >>>>> I ter-deleted them wtf. Ok la, settle! I'm gonna take my poor sonyK600i and go around like a travelling moron. I know I'm jakun wtf.

No one would actually believe that I'm this naive. And despite taking Mandarin for SPM and being a pure cina-pek wtf, 97.2746219% of the people think I'm a 'BANANA' ! (banana : a term used by many malaysians refering to Chinese who doesn't know Chinese) wtf. I AM NOT A PISANG ! T___T

At the end of the day, as what I've been doing, I wish and hope everything the best in future to people who're not evil, cruel, bad, brutally insane.

Naive, huh.

A pleased plebeian wtf.

2007-05-20T18:23:00.000+08:00

I've been forcing myself to lead the so-called healthy lifestyle.

I've been...
- trying as hard as possible to have a 7-hour sleep.
- cutting fried-oily-food to the lowest intake. ( i find Tuna-in-SpringWater tastes better than Tuna-with-Mayo' , no? )
- abstaining from having supper. ( had one burger-daging-special last night wtf )
- 2 half-boiled eggs almost every morning with instant oatmeal+milk. ( wah...damn good breakfast sial , and I did that for thrice of my dinner -_- )
- lots of veg. for lunch. not the meat 'cuz not tasty. XP
- jogging around the housing area nearby with some workout every 2 days.
- drink water as much as I hope to wtf.
- think positively. ( it's really challenging T__T wtf )
- take the stairs instead of the elevator in the 3-storey high library, because i want to shape my butt :P. ( i've been there every single day for these 3 weeks! and i will still continue to peek-a-boo there until my finals end on 25thMay *eyes with sparks* wtf )

" omg, serious ar? "." you old man la you~"." yer~jeles jeles "." oh man! you sick ar? "

YOU'RE THE ONE WHO're SICK ! bohohohohoho.
yea, it's really not easy to cope and follow those 'rules' i set for myself.
I'm insane, I know. :P Go for the max! wtf.

and RIGHT at this moment when you're digging your nose, how I wish to end the damn finals and proceed to my degree studies and graduate and work wtf so fast. First year pun belum habis~ -_-

And and and ! partying! travelling! any outings ! and buka myself to lots lots lots of food I nak makan. hmph! *semangat dancing wtf*

PLEASE~ let me pass this final exams. T___T
_____________________

kaze's thumbs up go to recent music...

Marron 5 's - It Won't Be Soon Before Long
Travis - The Boy With No Name
Elliott Yamin - *his own name la*
taiwanese S.H.E - Play ( hohoho, it's the very first time I have interest on their new songs)
Timbaland - Shock Value ( not very latest la :P but the tracks are awesome )

______________________

I have the feeling of getting emo' for the next entry wtf got plan somemore.

smiles!

The power of H2O. sobs

2007-05-09T09:30:00.000+08:00

OMG ! Finally ! finally! !!!!!

IT'S FUCKING RAININGGGGGG !!!!!

You've no idea how hot and dry Malacca could be since the day, Sunday, I was back here. The heat was worst than in Kedah and Thailand.

I sweated every single second, and have to escape to the library to peek-a-boo cuties wtf. Air-cond la !

honestly, my evil root - procrastinationwtfgotthiswordornot - drags me a lot. I just post this entry because I feel like typing it and also, it's raining heavily now.

*change topic*

Yea, we love rainy days sometimes. You'll have the urge to do things, especially in the indoors *ahem*.

Or maybe you'll be a lazy booty, relaxing at home... tv, online, sleep, eat, sex wtf etc etc. Even so, the artistic mind of yours might inspire you something from the water drops.

More dramatically, go have fun in the rain !

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Spiderman 3 was good. but many people dislike it having a few villains in the 140 minutes movie. wth ? How about the X-men ? itu lagi banyak, lagi sibuk kan ?

-_-'''

I like Peter's hairdo when he's naughty wtf.

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yay! wee! woo! the wtf busts.

Suet's Barry came back from the US. Happy for her, 'cuz she's gonna have loads of fun as planned ; sad for me 'cuz ......haiyo, she'll be very busy lar.

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I have a lot of things to talk about the places, parties, usual outgoing, fight, drama... I went and witness. I'm just too piggy!

This sound really unsurprised. But mind you! I'm evolving wtf.

* I went for a jog at 7:15am this morning, then walked to mamak-kopitiam nearby to have a glass of hot milk.

* I go library these days. yes, I'm working hard on it.

* I'm reducing my visit to the HOUSE to the lowest I could. ( i'll talk about this later.)

...and i realised that I'm turning into a health-conscious freak ! I was one, and 'retired'. Now, the ego is back ! wtf macam venom dalam spidey je.

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wee~! the wind is so so so strong. it blew my wig away wtf.

i wish i have a pink fan

damn kesian, it had been really long since the last visit from the storm.

*You need colours in your life.

So serious wtf.

So Random.

2007-04-24T07:07:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time, I went for a movie with Peggie and some two other friends last Sunday wtf.

Emerald Park ( my living place ) screwed up their router thingy recently and I went 'gggrrrr' all the time.

Hannibal Rising ! We first thought it's gonna be like , " ARGH! He cut her boobs! wtf " or maybe, " fuck! Maggots at his armpits ! " wtf wtf.

It wasn't that horrified at all though they eaten Misha, the lil' sister of Hannibal. O_o'''

Gaspard Ulliel !

In the end, Hannibal , oh-damn-he's-fucking-yummy Gaspard Ulliel, found out that he ate some pieces of his sister also. *yum*yum* wtf.

I don't mind having a charming mentally-disturbed savaged serial killer tortures me. oh, yea~!

*think*think*......better not, I still need to have good food.

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Fav' songs recently:

*Avril Lavigne - ( almost all the songs are nice in her latest album - The Best Damn Thing )

-_-

Peggie! I thank you for sharing my thoughts and listening to my craps. lol. Glad that you had fun that day. :) hahahaha, she was smilling all day long.

~some past memories will be updated if I manage to wake up at 7am everyday so I can have a lil' better connection wtf~

a costly eventful weekend sobsob*

2007-04-02T02:48:00.000+08:00

I have developed my interest for F1 racing cars.

-_-'''
I know it's pretty amazed *hohohoho...dances* , but not until I witnessed the real thing on this beautiful Sunday afternoon.
The ooommmppphhh noise the racing cars made -although it's damn freaking poking my ears- touched my heart. wtf.

LOL. Speaking of normal human language, I think it's awesome la. bwahaha.

babi, syok sendiri.
yup, there was a Formula One roadshow held at MITC, Malacca. Sorry guys, I didn't see any skimpy F1 chicks there. All because I was busy checking out those cute, young F1 racers.

*cough*cough*
Nah~ !
I hot-day-dreamed myself driving those saubers. Aww, man! I'm so gonna have at least a BMW325i one day. *harapan tinggi...twinkles*
I did not stay long, so I went home with my big brothers early.

Don't throw eggs at me, I know I like eggs but...

okay! okay! done. this is not the main thing i wanna jot down in my dear blog.

*30th April 2007, Kaze went to Trinite at Equatorial Hotel, Malacca.
Joey G, as always, he was (is) handsome with his formal attire.

Marion C, my all-time-favourite lady in Malaysia (woooohhh!), she's just absolutely stunning ! gorgeous! sexay! in her golden short dress and golden heels too!

The duo lead the night to a good one. No doubt, hosting is their profession after all. :)
Another thing I like about on that night, the setting.
The hall was really big, as I mentioned previously, the stage! If you've seen one of the PCD's MVs, it's almost the same... like a black background with yellow light bulbs.
It looked like a opening wall of Victoria'sSecretFashionShow's runway.
AWW~I just love that.

My new-found "friend". =)

I was somehow sesat. lol. I mean, my attire. Everyone was formally dressed, with all kinds of nice tuxedos, gowns etc etc.
Me? A grey long sleeved collared + levi's baggy jeans + a merun coloured tie.
=_='''
Forgive me, I managed to pay for two proms only, not the dresses. T.T
It's a god-damn-RM165 , okay!

Vince and Dayang. They sang us pleasantly. Good voices though. But I would like to say Dayang was acting ( or, pretending? ) like Beyonce.
Flipping her golden hair for several times, booty shaking, ... aren't these Beyonce's bootylicious benchmarks? hahahaha. Nevermind, she performed well anyway.
K-town-klan? ......not in my list. :P

The girl I always think she's different from others, and I don't know her name.

Me don't really know how to describe that night.
Some 'help' here...vhanded and Ayapopo. ;)
But one thing, me thinks that the Prom King this time looks horrible, not the Prom Queen of course. Can you tell me how do you vote for a Prom King, in actual?
*I'm not asking for a fight.

Back to this Sunday evening, I just got home from Chinese Music Composing Competition organized by MMU's best society, Chinese Language Society.
Heh, I'm a chinaman! Must support for at least, support. wtf wtf. -_-'''

Congratulations to Darren Chuah ! This guy here, he got home with TWO best composing awards, the third prize (his second song) and the champ. (his first song) !!!
Altogether = 4 awards !
Isn't that chun-ted ? Me voted his first song punya okay!
-_-
I admire his talent with words ( in English, Mandarin etc. ), even though with simple ones. What's more till I heard him sang just now, he has good voice indeed !
Congrats again ;)

The 3 judges : ZhongShengZhong ( wrong spelling i know ) who's a local many-lil'girls-fav'-cutie-artist, and two other famous music teachers. The two *cough* old men gave harsh comments weh. But, that's what I think they should.
Good comments = more improvement.
~ Victory, aside. ~

As for other competitors, ...... the competition was tensed. LOL. All of them have great talents and voices. There were quite some nice songs I would like to hear again.
Hmmm, I'm gonna ask if they ought to produce a copy of CD whereby all the competing songs will be collected. :P

ZSZ was sorta cute la, but not in my real thoughts.
Omg, if you were there, just see how crazy those young chinese girls were after him.
" Zhong ! I wanna take picture with you ! Zhong! Sign for me pwweeaassee!
Zhong! I want to spank your ass ! "
I made up the last part. :P

Kaze will stop here 'cuz he has to crack his tiny brain to design a flyer to promote his group's business project.
Sigh.

But but but!!!!!

Tell you ar~ MMU has lots of mammals who are talented.
Best in Malacca and Cyberjaya ya'know!
Don't play play huh! >_<

-_-'''
pictures...kominasai...soon soon.

75% Salvation

2007-03-31T12:38:00.000+08:00

ShakirFatty and KazeyMonkey

I realised that everytime I say "pictures later"...
lol. you know what I meant. :P
yes, I don't have a sexy red Sony cyber-shot digital camera, and will have to wait or to go after people begging pathetically for pictures that contain my pretty face. *sob*sob*

wtf.

sigh. Anyway, it was SPARC's glamorous nite -
The Lost Masquerade - last night.
My friends and I were half an hour late.
Once we were there, " haiya, haven't start also! " ... According to the schedule, things were suppose to start at 7pm and we were there by 8:45pm.

O_o'''

here's a classmate of mine - SherLi

The Lost Masquerade was held at Malacca The Golden Legacy Hotel 's grand ballroom, in conjunction with the appreciation of SPARC towards her babies.
*cough* Apparently, the tables had to be cleared and removed for dance floor later. *cough*
Opening act was started with MMU's top band, PG165.
They did put out great performance though ( about 3 famous pop songs or so ), despite my hatred towards poor quality annoying loud bands. :P

Hannah Tan was the guest host. *wink*wink*

As usual, we don't reeally see what we would expect in real compare to the pictures. okay. In pictures, she looks hot, pretty bla bla bla. In real, somehow... cute and old.
wtf. yea, that's how I saw her last night.
Obviously, many guys were queuing to take a shot with her before entering to the grand ballroom. After the entrance, you're not allowed to take picture with her UNLESS you purchase her RM30 album at her not-so-nice-big booth outside the ballroom.
damn wtf weh. -_-'''
Throughout her hosting night, many people found that she's sorta lame. >_<
She's paid for RM3K. yup, you heard that.
Unfortunately, decision on hiring her was made too early. If not, we might able to get JJ & Rudy ( Hitz.FM MorningCrew ) for less than RM3K ! I believe they'll be lame in times, but for sure, damn funny ones. hehe.
All in all, she's not that bad la for at least, she tried. :)

On the dinner, I'll give an " okay la~ " if you ask me. haha. I'll be satisfied as long as no terrible food's being served. I just didn't like the orange juice. It tasted like a thick glucose drink.

ggrrrr...

The Grand Ballroom's setting was nice. Some of my seniors said The Equatorial Hotel 's is much bigger. O_O !
Things you will witness during the night: a dazzling chandelier, peacock feathers and dried leaves everywhere, candles, masks ( masquerade mah~ )... oh, and cleavage! wtf wtf.
Every girl was amazingly beautiful last night, with nice mask. 99% of them were showing cleavage weh ! Hannah T pun kalah. bwahahahaha.
*nose bleed* lmao.
A friend of mine said when you see them (their bodies) during normal days in campus, it's like 'biasa only'. As for last night... " oh man! you do have some stuff huh !? "

p/s : ladies ( and guys :P ), you should be proud showing your beautiful assets. I'm not a pervert la, 'cuz I appreciate homosapien's beauty. Peace. =)

With MMU other famous bands ( Aboi's Band , Project Eig8ht ) and OneNightStand-off!Finalists, the crowd got high (took pictures, jumped, sang, laughed, grabbed asses wtf wtf). These bands were really good.

My bitch and I didn't join the after-party. The bitch was tired, so I had to follow home as I didn't have transport. My other friend, Annie, who went with her own car... I was afraid to think of following her home. know what? She brought 2 bottles of wine (red+white) , drank with her bimbo friends and ~ drunk. O_O'''!

Oh, SPARC's president, Rileen Chua a.k.a Aya , she was very pretty. ;)

Guess what? I'm going for another prom tonight. :P

It's called Trinite, organized by 3 of societies. It's somehow the so-called MMU's prom.
As I mentioned before, this time, the guests will be Joey G, Marion Caunter ( she's gorgeous! ), Dayang and K-Town-Klan (if not mistaken).

Altogether I'd paid RM165 ! ( RM80 = TheLostMasquerade , RM85 = Trinite )
buhuhuhuhu. Alright! I'll drink only water for this month and eat the RM2.50 chicken rice once a day.
wtf wtf.

what do you think? I think it's ok la hor? since I baru habis my last midterm paper (and a stressful drama and more other assignments to come ) and rushed to TLM after. :P

Pictures later, doubtless.

MiSs * misS

2007-03-16T19:04:00.000+08:00

I had english drama performance on the past Monday, and guess what?

My group of 6 got into semi-finals ! out of 150 students approximately my english lecturer teaches. ....ok, my batch has 2,000 students then. O_o'''
*stress*stress*

well, drama performance is fun anyway. ;)

Before I tell you my semangat-day of my life (today), here are my assignments for this final semester of my foundation studies...

* english drama performance semi-finals and academic writing
* business project and tutorial presentation for Business Management
* a company's account report for Accounting
* Moral's drama presentation and social work(wtf !)
* promS to attend on 30th &31st March ( Marion C ! Hannah T ! Joey G ! they're coming! )
-click-
* a web-page design of Computer Application 2
* exams start tomorrow until 30th March ( gotta rush to the party after exam. tutututu~)

...that's all i can think of for the moment. fuh-fuh.

My heart ached yesterday out of a sudden. Yea, I meant physically pain.
It stayed for about 2 hours.
suffered sial !

yea! My semangat-day ! Today's my group's very first day running the B.M's business project.
......

We sell fruits, yet cookies are our main product.
Haha, you might think it's kinda -whatever- , just tell you...today's business was good!
2 watermelons, 5 guavas and about 4 honeydews were sold in one hour time !

It's really nice to see that the 12 of us cheered, joked, fought... while we were cutting, preparing, packing the fruits.
I don't know how to describe the scene, you just have to imagine yourself being there with your friends doing things together and have fun.

Why am I being so semangat ?
Honestly, it's the support that they and I gave each other...seeing far that we WILL succeed in this business (fruits, cookies etc.).
It might sound old-fashioned to you but I would like you to know that I am truly happy, touch and appreciate when people I know, especially close ones, are helping each other, give support and ...with laughs.

yup, the business will be going on untill the second last week of this semester.

:P

ugh, bad english of a university student. *malu*malu*malu*

I'm getting fuglier...so I went for a jog when it drizzled just now.

Study! Study! Library now!

The sun's setting.

2007-03-07T09:00:00.000+08:00

Valentine's Day ! Chinese New Year ! ... How did you celebrate these?

This blog is so dead. =P

Nvrm.

I celebrated Chinese New Year... nicely in HongKong, Macau and some places of China ( Yang Jiang, Guang Zhou & Zhu Hai- pig sea wtf ) .
I'll talk about the vacation not-now. :)

As for now, things piled up a lot - Drama presentation, assignments, war between friends and... my body.
*eyes rolled down looking at the flabs* buhuhuhuhuhu.
I just couldn't control my food intake when i was on my CNY vacation. Those bloody chinese awesome seafood and other oily tasty delicacies.

Aside.

People do change as the time passes:
bad to good? friendly to ignorant? etc etc.
I think I'm in the position between the tiger and the dragon.
I guess I'm so depressed now, struggling hard to maintain the good relationship towards my classmates and friends, while in the same time, showing my terrible self to upcoming exams and tons of assignments... and maybe expressing too much for Drama? wtf.

I'm not like myself before anymore.
I wake up as late as possible now as what I strongly agree that it's bad to stay up late on the night before.
I will now feel tired everytime my class starts.
I sigh whenever things to do with assignments show up.
I, too, saying things behind my people/friends more.
I procrastinate hell-a lot these days.

I just wanna sleep and not to wake up 'till I think I should.

:\

Sperm's stronger.

2007-02-08T15:14:00.000+08:00

So hot + humid.
So tired + exhausted.
So stress-out.
So gorgeous wtf.

Five tutorial assignments + Two dramas + One business project.

fuh~ insane.

Paid no attention in classes today, couldn't open my sexy eyes much. Plus, I had only 3 hours sleep last night, and to wake up for 8am class.

grr. *smashes the eggs by the side*

I will be meeting the sheeps while jumping over the fence.

eh!? no ! It's the sheeps whom suppose to jump la.

wtf. =_=

Saggy Moons

2007-02-04T03:25:00.000+08:00

" Eh... can go out at 11pm? "

I got this message from dear SuetLi just right after i reached home from 1utama at around 10:30pm.

bla~bla~quack~quack~ku~ku~wtf~bla...

Two cars :
BrilliantClement, DanielTofu, HornyEstherGemok, ShawnLawak, AndyTheMan, IndonHeng, YummySuetLi, SarahRawrRawr, SexayJessica and Kazeylicious wtf. ( yea, read too many blogs with names being named like these )

We went Purple Hills, Putra Heights. It's a hill place where we would go whenever we are sick of MamakTanjung or getting emo-emo. LOL. And this time, SuetLi brought a mat! a going-to-throw-away packet of cornflakes! mandarin oranges!

=_=

So we just hang around at the side ( cars parked by the road side ) hayating-konon the beautiful night scenery from the Purple Hills. The night was with nice breeze, and only Esther got kissed by mosquitoes 'cuz she hadn't mandi. ( ya'know Esther! )
I'm so bad, mempersiasuikan and bringing down her reputation all the time wtf.

For that 2 hours +++ -as usual whenever the family gathers- we talked, laughed, joked, eaten, camwhored...
These are what keep us closer to each other everytime.
Even if the jokes are lame, we laugh like there's no tomorrow.
Even if one of us has difficulties, we (at least, not kepo) ask, advise, guide, voice out etc.
Even if we're bloated, we'll still kena-kan each other with food.
Even if we're so sexcited wtf during camwhorings, everyone just layan only.
Even if we are very deprived from sex, we help out each other. WTF.

... and we will NEVER stop teasing Esther, especially on her 'moons' a.k.a her saggy tits. oops. ( jagala sikit Esther! they are falling ! ) lmao.

Shawn and Andy kept making hillarious lame+serious+wtf jokes. They bullied and played chase-chase too! Just imagine la, two KingKongs with saggy tits chasing each other. o_O

The girls gossipped. Clem, Daniel and Heng had talks and jumped into the gossips in out. *emo*emo*emo*

AND ME!? I kindly took pictures around with everyone with Clem's baby camera, 'cuz the results were just so good that I had to finish the batteries wtf.
Pictures will come later after i get them from Clement.

Mamak session came ( never missed ) at Melor, USJ 18 later that. Roti-canais were awesome! Hot! Yummy! Crispy! Sexay~! wtf.

Home-d, after given tight hugs to everyone and got my toe kena-ed by Shawn's jumbo slam-hug as I...

...am going back to Malacca soon! ...to meet my assignments, dramas, social work, politics wtf. all sorts of responsibility of the gorgeous class representative also. *cough*cough*

HHmmm... haven't talk about the new year huh. Wish you belated ' Happy New Year!' wish la~

*feels OOMMMPPPHHH~!*

Yes, get a nice lean/toned bod.
( Any flabs donation available ar? 'cuz I can supply you quite an amount wtf. )
Yes, do well in studies. Haha-go on, laugh. Let me prove you're wrong!
( Possibilities are high for you being no wrong wtf. Pessimism sial~ )
Yes, save.
( It's a huge challenge. )
Yes, stop the WTF fashion.
( I'm gorgeous, wtf. )
Yes, love me more.
( wtf. )

I'm sleeping and not typing now.

wtf.

2007!!! wo ai ni !

2007-01-07T14:55:00.000+08:00

wtf. I missed the new year opening! ...as what everyone did: New Year reloutions la, promises la, bla bla bla la~

I just can't pluck my Root of Laziness off. hee~

I was with my good buddies at Port Dickson for the head of 2007. ( clem's & suet's )

Haha. It had me believe that although the place you're going to might not be as nice as you expected, but things're gonna work out good and fun whenever you're with your friends.
;) am looking forward for more !

2007 resolutions? I guess we all have many mundane similarities, almost.
However~ I do wish with all my heart ( okay! i'm so emo and furious now! ) that...

- There'll be lesser war/fight/killings among each other as these are always the childish and selfish ones in many's point-of-view.
Come on la, how many people have given their lives to the pointless and wasting arguments?

Kids? oh man.. rifles are their toys, and killing others is the pleasure!
Women? They seemed to be lost and suffered in their thoughts.
Men? They need serious lessons.

bla~bla~bla... I can't do anything but pray with deep hopes and wishes.

- Rip off my belly flab!

-_-

I can't believe i'm doing a meme, here's my "awesome" first meme...

http://www.friendster.com/bulletin.php?bid=109031734&uid=10081770

okay, I need my towel. :P

CleanDirt at 18

2006-12-16T15:43:00.000+08:00

Let's just say it was yesterday - Friday.

TheGorgeous was thankful that the highway was quite empty at about 3am+. :P It was the most reckless driving TheGorgeous ever had ! hell, was a bit drunk and sleepy while EstherGemok slept like a dead wildboar. wtf. -_-'''

Before those so-called high moments...

After mom's nicely prepared lunch :') , TheGorgeous went to great heaven malls at Damansara. *raised eyebrows?* It's The Curve&others there la~
ND, Clem and TheGorgeous watched Eregon at Cathay Cineleisure; Jonathan and his babe walked around The Curve, Ikea & Ikano.
Eragon's not that bad/that good. so so, 'cuz Eragon himself is cute.
-_- and I bought some I-think-they're-awesome currypuffs at Ikea's cafe, not the one inside (they have tasty meatballs! ) but it's at the cashier counters there.
Don't know how many times these food have been told/expertised. :D

Walked around after movie. Clem claimed his Wii from a game shop. Wii 's interesting and fun ! yea, everyone had tried it out; even EstherGemok also said very exciting, and you just have to believe that.
hmm...my X'mas wishlist has a new member. ( besides the latest Sony Vaio green etc etc. :P )

Prior: On the way to the Bed, TheGorgeous and EstherGemok stuck in the jam with no butter and lots of lost trails.
jam = sticky and no liquid enough
butter = oily, so it's very liquid
wtf...

Rushed home a.s.a.p. 'cuz TheGorgeous needed to get going to a new mag ( eve&adam) 's launch at the Bed, Heritage Row in K.L.
And as you might already guess it perfectly right with 11o% full score, everywhere ... bumper to bumper and kissing asses! wtf!!!
Already volcano-ed inside, TheGorgeous decided to " haihz, late ma late liao la. no point being frustrate also. " all the way 'till his foot step home.
Once reached, TheGorgeous came out from the haven again in just 13.563829 minutes. lol. and pecut to pick up EstherGemok.

bla~ bla~ bla~ bla~ bla~

TheGorgeous and EstherGemok reached Bed at about 9:55pm, after paying RM10 for a carparking. (Bed's kind of a nice place to chill out, can go there again next time.)
-_-''' and? it just ended. haha. 'cuz it started at around 8pm+. So since they're there already, just lepak around lo. They went to the bottom floor and Azura, the hostess, said her finishing words and everyone applauded and 'thank you~'. *ggrrr*
Many celebs were there. Hannah T, Amber Chia and Alan Yun, these beautiful personalties left earlier when EstherGemok and TheGorgeous still urgently want some peanut butter in their jam. buhuhuhuhuhuhu T_T *ggrrr*

They just loitered around the club, had drinks and chit-chatted with some of EstherGemok's friends. TheGorgeous was happy plus+multiply with not really happy.
Happy, 'cuz he took himself pictures with Serena C, Daniel Tan, Azura, Stephanie Chai and EstherGemok.
WTF? not really happy about the latter la. oops. muahahahaha.
They're just so so so so so sexy, hot and drop-dead gorgeous.
Not happy, 'cuz Hannah and Amber left early. -_-

" ala, pictures with celebs oni ma. so what? nothing special also. they're also human what. "
You might say that and TheGorgeous will not get offended.
haha. Well, it's somehow a lil'special 'cuz TheGorgeous like beautiful people. OBVIOUSLY not that he totally despise people who aren't pretty !

Beautiful people are for display, because we don't know what's inside those vases yet.

At 11pm+ish, they left. 'Complaining' it was still quite early, TheGorgeous and EstherGemok had eye-to-eye short convo. *Jengjengjeng* To the gay club! lol. Both of them hadn't been to any and didn't know where to find a gay club. So, EstherGemok rang one of her good friends for info since the friend went before. :P

The name was something like Frannypani or Franitani, not sure though. It's just near by LittleHavana and Jalan Alor. RM30 for the entrance + 1 choice of drink. TheGorgeous chose Coke over other beverages 'cuz he needed to drive home safely. buhuhuhuhu. T_T

It couldn't really or maybe can be considered as a homo- club. It's not as famous as Liquid, BlueBoy or Velvet. Yet if you're a lady, just be prepared that you're 98% to be the only pussy there and surrounded by penises who grab each other's waist or arse while greeting and chatting. oh, duh~ holding hands too but not kissing la. Not everyone in the club will have nice looks, of course. Old and ugly ones, young+cute+fit ones......macam-macam pun ada wtf.

Sorry for making you feel utmostly disgusted. :P

Sitting at the bar eyeing on the guys and *cough*molested*cough*, the two had the all-time-old-friend conversation. haha. It was really a loosen night as TheGorgeous admired EstherGemok's alcohol tolerance. =D 'cuz he already felt dizzy after just one small glass of light vodka. LOL.

Anyone wanna join them next time? wtf. Please, no assasination.
Pictures will come a bit later. hehe.

note: Only lame bastards wouldn't know that I'm TheGorgeous. heh.

Anyway...

VELOCITY KL Music Fest '06 !!!!! *click*

Dont'cha just wanna go and have a mighty fun ? I need to be there and so do you!
Go with me la , pwweeeaassseee?
Thank you, you're welcome and lovely. -_-

you tell kai tzin

2006-12-15T00:59:00.000+08:00

Days and weeks without a computer/laptop by your side is a total disaster.
Couldn't...
-chat
-check mails
-friendster-ing
-blog
-read news/articles/blogs
-surf for porns wtf. ( LOL. i sudah bertaubat dah...never touch liao~) *bloodycoughs*
Now, don't ever say you takda intention for porn-surfing. CURSE YOU !

Short semester isn't any fun weh. Everything has been scheduled one after another. Mid-term tests ended last SatSat and i got B+ for English buhuhuhu. Final exams coming on 3rd JAN'07, stupid. English presentation's on this coming MonMon and ComputerApplication's on WedWed.

*pulling my lalang-like dumb-bitch-barber-gave-me-...hair* with some 'arghz! ggrrr~' here.

I had voicing-out conversation ( as said before - emo.talk ) with 2 of my close friends. I can't term it as serious or outraged; I find it comfortable instead and...don't know what the word is and I just feel the value of respect, love and appreciate inside. Sorry, voicing-out's difficult although I like people to talk that way. Yup, I always hope people understand what I'm trying to say... 'cuz there are many times I'd just say few simple words and expecting them to understand la.
Haha, nevermind and it doesn't really matters. As a vain pot, me think I can accept and just live along. I don't wanna have ' why this & that' in my head, b'cuz I shall just treat you asses no harm, yes? no?

I'll be fine and happy anyhow. And honestly, it's really my pleasure to lend a hand as a listener or whatever you call it. I am willing to help if I'm able to. Helping others is enjoyable 'cuz you're actually helping yourself indirectly. :)

* you two, you had me learnt a lot and feel comfortable. i think no any other appreciating words can say my thoughts kua~ hehe. love. *

ha, I'm crying inside. And if Avril Lavigne's 'KeepHoldingOn' playing along ......

*emo*emo*emo*emo*emo*
_________________________
~HHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

flabs.flabs.flabs.flabs.flabs.
I gotta beat Shakir or I'll be termed as " IDEPE! " ...it's your side flabs/fats in Tamil for guys.
Ladies? " NENEPE~! " rofl.
*cough*Esther*cough*

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very dotdotdot, right?
The whole post is so serious and solemn. YET, it's my business. wtf.
*someone at the Motherfucker Street: vain-whore-bastard!*

I'm now semakin melebih-lebih with my mouth. SoRRy, and I promise I'll try as fucking hard as possible to turn over a new leaf. WTF!
Please help me, I need a 'say no to goddamnit mouth' campaign please.

WHAT THE...?
Close this window faster 'cuz I don't wanna get assasinated.

peace...wtf.

Shakir Dua Puluh Tiga

2006-11-27T17:29:00.000+08:00

" I'm 23 ... *\(^O^)/* !"

Shakir was five last Thursday when i was merely a few months old. (-.-)

Oh, I forgot to snap pic of Burn's awesome VW beetle~ No, we didn't take that for the night. It was the VW van 'cuz there were 7 of us.

the poser is sending his van to the workshop for a redo. we shall wait.

So, the seven *cough*hunks*cough* went to FRIENDS Cafe located somewhere-in-Malacca-town-obviously-i-don't-know-where *ggaasspp* for so-called makan+celebration. Haha.

FRIENDS wasn't bad, just a bit pricy.

The jokers. ( Bob, Kusha, OJ, Desmond )

Shakir's girl-drink stands left...

...he couldn't stop grabbing her ass.

I had this sad drink. Nope, No orgasm 'cuz it wasn't really came with what the name was >>> " Extreme nyer... " Yea, that's a lame thingy for a Lemon+Lime+slicedcucumber. hmph~!
I didn't snap my White Sauced Fettucine...... IT WAS SO UGLY! how kedekutnya that they made my pasta as dry as Sahara as possible wtf.

I was and am the youngest whenever i'm with this bro-s. muahahahaha.

The source of life: A beer and a stick.

Pirated Bill-bill-bongs

2006-11-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

I went jogging again just now...

I stretched my legs...

I broke my shorts' middle part (the penis area)...

It was beige and I have another same shorts as black...

I bought them for S$ 5 during the last holiday.

Punishment for being anjing betina. (T.T)

definitely not a couple. HAH~ u'll always be shorter.

Daniel Tofu just turned 17 during the past Sunday. Wakakakaka...still a kid - his the youngest among us. We go clubbing, you stay at home. We go watch 18-rated movies, you'll watch CartoonNetwork wtf. ...He doesn't look 17 anyway, so no worries :D

he was drunk, pic not nice. not-his-gf-YiWei's at the right

And I just ter-wished a week earlier to my friend, Shaqir his 23th birthday. (-.-''')

I'll show you his hair next time. Natural and well groomed and better than girls' hair. (>.<)

Sigh~ I'm getting old.

Plebeian : not you.

2006-11-14T07:24:00.000+08:00

Hot-Warm-Heat ... Cold-Cool- Ice, anyone?

The weather has been switching like that since not very lately - pretty harmful to us.

I wanna wake up like this breakfast guy everyday !

Off to classes not-willingly-'cuz-i'll-sweat-later. >.<

_ _ _ _ _

~11:30pm...

I went for a jog at 8pm with Farah at campus's stadium. I was surprised that the amount of people who went for jog had almost tripled. Back during the last semester, there were merely less than 7 joggers ( do we call joggers? ) on the tracks.

But, hey no. Thin, short, tall and fat asses are going on tracks nowadays ! Besides, aku punya eyes also saw many groups of people heading to the gym and the basketball/tennis courts.

AS a 49.9637% bitch; I was like, " What's wrong people!? Why would'ya wanna get sweaty instead? I thought you people hate to walk far so much and always have 'lazy~la' illness ? AND NOW...you said you wanna barbeque your fats !? GO HUMP THE DOG PLZ. "

No apologies, my like.

Moreover, I met my other friend who was sitting nearby the running tracks. A guy and a girl whom I don't know were sitting with her too. So, I just hello-ed and introduced me-self to the two after I greeted my friend. The thing is...

me: hi guys! i'm kaze. * shook hands with guy and girl*

girl: helo~ i'm Lina. * sweet *

guy: nice to meet you. * gave me dumb smile *

AGAIN, the bitch arrived, "Urm, helo mr.four-eyed-thick-flabs brown skin local? Are you not gonna introduce yourself and NEVER want to see me anymore? I'm so sorry for my dear friend who has you as her beau." Okay, I'm not categorizing Malays as this type of civilians we have; it's about the 'thing' inside everyone. Manners, I believe.

Fine, I'll stop being a female dog. This is a common situasi I'm used to, no point shouting my heart out everytime.

A plebeian? nah...hardly can found one.

$$$

2006-11-10T18:51:00.000+08:00

Money issue, as always.

Don't say it's not a big thing, you rich bastards. okay, i didn't mean anything.

Materialistic. Please, even a typical supergenious nerd would want his interest to be the latest. So am I ! I would like to have a trade for the new/latest one with my :

- first handphone and it's been living blissfully since 2003, Nokia 3100. ( I'll keep him forever.)
- Fujitsu pentium 3 laptop.
- simple-functioned Finepix Fujifilm digital camera.

I need money to eliminate these for myself being almost a full-time bystander!
... nah, I can survive. Don't really wanna dump them though, 'cuz the relationships have been bonded for long. =) *please don't leave us~please ~we beg you!*

hhmmm, how about surviving on RM 5 a day for meals? Unless you can't stand it, or you can just have:
- breakfast at home.
- lunch at RM 3.50.
- dinner at RM 1.50 * can't just go for roti canai & ais kosong every night! * or stuff your mouth with whatever you have at home.
How pathetic, not dreadful either. Uh-huh, that's the outlay to overcome if you're having plannings in your chirpy or maybe rather churlish head.

It's drizzling and kinda windy out there; relaxing and lazy-ing. SO, I can have Jacob's biscuits and an instant vermicelli for dinner! yay~!

Seriously, I'm being merely a 18.321% hypocrite.

If ever anyone has been kind enough, do at least satisfy my fetishes :

- A mini car will do enough for the naive yours faithfully.
- A latest cellphone.
- A mp3/4.
- A latest digital camera.
- A latest laptop.
- * Bring me for trips, travellings, parties or any other outings. ( thumbs up )
- * I love food and live for it; ya'know what to do. ;P ( thumbs up )
- Pay all the bills.
- Clothes, shoes, bags, accessories, make-ups, fragrances...
- Terminate poverty. > Help the starving poor and innocent animals.

Those are just my wants and I'm not really on the eager-ness.

I DO MEAN THE LAST OPTION, and deeply want it to be realised, reached and done.

I am materialistic and outmoded at times, so no calamitous ovation for me. :)

" Feed me, bitch!" Stomach Sexy says.

Journey to the 75

2006-11-05T20:06:00.000+08:00

*cough*cough*cough*

Singapore? duh~ much different from K.L.

Talking about convenience. Well, a small country works easier than a large one. The smaller... maybe, the better the systems. Buses, cabs and trains are just anywhere to be found and !they do exist in a pleasant amount.

The people huh~ ( some...) I find them rude yo. ( heh! we Malaysians aren't really good also >>> ranked the 3rd rudest country as New York city = the most polite ). I don't know how to describe the rudeness I met in Singapore, but MOM -the experienced one- says it's a need for us to be much ruder towards them when they are rude. That's because some of them think themselves are better than us.

SHIT LA~! YOUR food not nice also and made me even heavier and fatter and it's 75kg now. wtf. But there's a thing i can see in many so-called the kiasus... they like to exercise. Young and old, morning and evening, any venue ( the National Library has fitness programmes every Wednesday in one of the 14 floors! ) It doesn't matter you exercise to be healthy or just to have a good physical, I bet you just wanna feel good. UNLIKE some of us with big tummys after those lil' briberies. YES, many Singaporeans did look good in physical. Especially the guys, nice in shapes, well groomed and nice tanned too.

I'm gonna get tanned maybe. ;P

Please, the autority in charge. Build skycrappers or towers or shops or malls or apartments with attractive architecture? I know there are nice places in Malaysia, but make it more! Good architecture is needed and not just focusing in K.L. Argh, how I wish I have the money to get the title '' Ar. '' along with my charming name.

All in all, good & bad / pros & cons always exist. I have a thought of working in Singapore after completing my degree, but after 2 weeks in Singapore... I really miss being Malaysian in Malaysia. :P

YAY~! * high-5 by myself * Classes start tomorrow. I don't know, I just kinda love to go classes. I love to walk. I love to see my friends. I love to stalk, in the library mainly and other places. And I couldn't wait to see the new batches students, 'cuz the possibilities of having more good-looking people is always there. (-.-''')

Hmmm... how should I work out my 75 ?

aahhh~ lipolysis. ouch!

Raawwwrrrr...!

2006-10-15T21:14:00.000+08:00

"M lz 2 elbrt. M hvg h'dy 4 3wks. 1 wk at s'pre, 1 wk at s'ngr & antr at m'ca...."

wtf.

I'm lazy to elaborate. =P I'm having holidays for 3 weeks. I'll be in Singapore for this ongoing week, Selangor + K.L. next week and another ... at Malacca. O_O'''

Already missing Malacca now 'yo!

Will try to ceritakan the outings in the Lion City.

Must-watchs/listens :

JohnTucker Must Die
The Devil Wears Prada
Step Up
Nick Lachey - I can't hate you anymore

Rascal Flatts - Skin

lululu~ How is it going today, you?

As hazey as Kazey

2006-10-10T17:05:00.000+08:00

Yay! It rained heavily this morning. I was so so so *gasp* ... unstopable very very happy. And yay~ the air must be much much cleaner now. CURSE you, haze! for being around these days. BUT NO! It's evening now and the haze eventually get much thicker!!! DAMN YOU, forest bakarians mama-fucker!

I don't want my body to be dirty inside la~ * pulls my hair of frustration *. Due to the haze, I can't exercise nicely, for the aim to get a well-tone figure, in my room (i'm lazy to walk to the gym in campus). Because of haze also! I've been breathing in contagious farts. Bwahahahahaha. I must must work away those 'sexy' flabs. *mind snapz!* oh, I STILL can't beat Esther anyway. Rofl. So, triple yay~s! It will be kinda too harsh if i say, " GROTESQUE FIGURE".

Look how happy she is. LOL.

Yesterday, 9 October '06, was my dear sweetie babe ESTHER TAN gorgeous *cough* punye birthday! HAPPY belated sexy-gorgeous-hot 18th BIRTHDAY, babe! *mwackz mwackz 'till flooded with my saliva* EEWWW~! I'll see you when I'm back to Subang alright? ;) HUGZ!

People! Let's go McD's Rahmadan Buffet, shall we? JOM-LA please? *big grin to you* I promise...just once, and you won't grow extra pounds. We break fast together-gether, ok? Must satistfy my TOTAL UTILITY 'till it becomes (-)ve. wtf, 'economics' sial~

Sigh~ I had Economics final paper yesterday. It wasn't pretty...Strong feeling that I'm gonna resit my ass for that. *pray hard 'till blood drops* (=..='''). AND just now, I had my everyone-knows-it's-goddamnit-tough English final paper. " I SAID PUT YOUR fucking PEN DOWN! ", I innocently put my poor black ballpen down as the examiner repeated himself for the 3rd time. ( T_T ) buhuhuhuhu.

Ravin & the hottest *ahem*!

Sad, Ravin's leaving very very soon. It's end of the semester now, which his last sem. in MMU = my 1st sem. in MMU. (T_T)(T_T) Ravin's a nice fella, kind of different other guys. "OLD MAN!" I call him always. Well, he's 23 and treats himself old as everyone says he looks 19 or early 20s. NOOO...i'm feeling old now. I wish you everything the best, old man! HHUUGGZZZ! We must take pictures!

*The Devil Wears Prada* ... awesome! I want to wear Prada also >.< ! How exciting Andrea, the main girl, 's job would be? BUT I certainly not opting for that 1000% type of boss. MUST WATCH! 'cuz I love fashion much. tee-hee. I'm getting my ass at the front of that movie again.

I want to/love to/ must...
*improve my English.
*buy clothes I feel I like.
*have a car. A 2nd-hand Kelisa will do good for me.
*sweat myself.
*take pictures/camwhoring with everyone else.
*watch lots of movies I've missed.
*go for a hair cut. Bad hair day each day.
*renew my passport.
*try the pumpkin thingy drink from Starbucks.
*have $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ in my account, wallet, pockets, pencil-case, under the pillow, bathroom...not the bin. 'Cuz having credit card still a way long.
* ...have privacy *ahem* with my bitch.

oh ya! and FOOD! I wanna eat! McD's buffet! I'll die of health problem of fast food the next night.

" I'll be there for you~if you need someboday!..."

2006-10-03T10:03:00.000+08:00

the gorgeous pair__me and ND

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend...
Someone who changes your life just by being part of it:
Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world;
Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.
People say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them...but then__an entire life to forget them.

~LOL. emo words again. blah~! I got this as a forwarded chained-email from Burn. I don't give a look to this kinda emails usually ( so don't you ever send those 'cuz my emailboxes aren't dustbins), but he convinced me to read it. Maybe he thinks the same way as what the message possessed. You can send by telling me it's worth my !@&^#$%-precious time to even have a look on it.

Shut up.

True. Friend(s) are the most important creatures ( homosapiens, animals etc.) that one's ever had. ...I don't want to start grandkaitzin-whatever-about-friends story la~wtf.

Honestly, I like you and i don't wanna have you to be disappeared from my sexy eyesight! Whoever of you that i know, even some that i don't know your names also =P. I just love to have you in my life because everyone of you possessed different types of personalities and characters. It's just like a drama play or movies. Even you are the most hated one or the tiny ones, you make the story moves on with live, pleasure, sadness, depression, happiness, excitement etc. The story ain't gonna be nice if everyone's the same, right? Maybe that's just who i am...I love up-and-downs, wildness, attention bla bla bla~ xoxoxo

The gorgeous ones : Esther the gemok (muakz!), Jessica & SuetLi the sexies.

Yup! 95.48376428% of you agree that IT IS HARD to find a true good friend. Well, I agree and I don't agree. I agree in the sense as what everyone thinks on having a true friend. AND I don't agree because it depends on the nature of a person of how he/she behaves and treats people.

If you're a double-faced, a backstabber, too proud, never accept suggestions or opinions and like to argue to your-fucking-smelly-asshole (eww...yuckz!) end, giving ridiculous reasons, too calculative on everything......automatically, you're out of the group! No one ever likes you with those negatives. Some negatives ( your minor attitude ) aren't really bad ones, so people can somehow learn and accept you for who you are. BUT, not those I've mentioned. It's just hella very the___childish! ARGH.

"...people can somehow learn and accept you for for who you are." Yeah. We so need time to digest and keep on the pace with things around us. That's what makes us so hard to have true friends. NEVER say you are busy and don't have time. Have a group of not more than 5, find a relaxing place...get your asses down and...yes, emo talk! Haha. Emo talk with people is just a great idea. Voice out your thoughts which whatever that appear in your oh-so-brilliant brain. =) Eventually, things get spread like fruit jams i love and branch out...from nothing to Bush to airplanes' fat tyres to Eva Longoria to my future children's names to XXX's sex stories to movies' mistakes___wtf. (=.=''')

Daniel & me. err..ABSOLUTELY NOTwhat'ya thinking. 'cuz i have mine. =P

I will not continue anymore or I'll say things as what any other emo blog posts said. Haha. Smile, laugh, be nice, naughty *wink*, say helo/morning/fuck (O_O) , hug etc etc which is (+)ve. Though some may think you're insane or pretentious, don't bother. You'll be much happier as long as you're good. =D

Attention: Aya! We so need to snap snap lotsa pics! must be siao siao ones! muahahahahahaha~

Want some fire?

2006-09-20T15:20:00.000+08:00

HHHHHHOOOOOOTTT!!

How i wish be at one of the beautiful beaches right now... *think twice* Erm, no way...it's even hotter!
Certainly no hotter than Eva Longoria.

Isn't she ? God! I love her tan~

*sweats* haha.

The heat in Malacca is different from KL's. It's dry and burning. You'll so wish yourself to flap your flabby arms and gigantic legs at the oh-she's-excluded-from-the-list, called Pluto. STUPID, swimming in Pluto?

Wtf la~ It's just so damn f***ing hot here and all I want for now is Malacca's famous Baba Cendol !

Aren't they making you having orgasm and yummy? LOL.

Whatever~ I just thought of this :

Will there be this kinda device?...which it'll suck the heat around you ( which makes you sweat like a fat, ugly, terrific pig ), somehow 'insert' into your body and burn away all your unwanted and much hated fatz!

I'm so need that.

Psychotic bewilderment of selfishneSs

2006-09-15T03:13:00.000+08:00

Bossy me.

There are times when we're just not in the mood of being friendly. I have a bad temper. I get pissed-off easier than you say "FUCK!". Do not interupt me when my flame is on. ...Well, you can tell when the fire is on. ;P

Is this a matter of human's nature?

I just realised everyone in this world has selfishness. NO ONE is 100% a good person. You can be selfish in all sorts of ways. For good or for bad, it's up to you.( I'll come back to this later.)

Living in a big community here at MMU Malacca is awesome. You get to know many, really many, people from places, locally and internationally. I feel great when i meet people i know and a " HI! " + smile always do great. Eventhough you don't know them and you always meet each other in campus, eventually you smile to each other and start to say hello and last...become friends. That explains why many guys keep asking me for 'How-to-know-chun-chicks-for-dummies-wtf ?'. Oh, hot/pretty girls can be found mostly as degree students. cute ones > foundation studies. LOL. Yeah. As what's before during high school days, my girl-friends get a higher amount than my boy-friends. ( erm...so? ) I'm sorta popular-la. ;P

As time passes slowly( and fastly at the same time), I figured out that deep inside... I envy friends around me actually, though they somehow envy me that I can easily blend into the situationwith anyone. I mix with many groups of people. I don't belong to any of the groups and so i don't have true close friends. I do have favourite lunch and dinner mates. But I just feel loved when anyone bothers about me. Ha-ha. It's a good thing 'cuz you have attention. =)

Being self-centred and sensitive, tiny and detailed things in life bothers me a lot and make me go wild with thoughts. Some people are suprised and entertain me whenever I tell them what i'm thinking, some... they give you " Oh. " or continue with what they're doing. I have developed this hard-to-express trauma since young.

Selfishness? Have a drink at coffeeshops, mamak stalls, Starbucks, CoffeeBean...or just sit peacefully anywhere where you can see people and observe. There's just always a kind of expression or look on their faces, which I can't tell how, that tells you their ego. We all have things which related to our selfishness for most of the time. I have no idea why some of us prefer to eke our own lives.

" What's with all kinds of wars, fights, disagreement/argument etc. ? ... I think these are childish and fuck those people la ! "

In that point of view of mine, lots of selfishness have been stored inside indirectly.

I truly think that it's always a matter of a person's concern, sensitivity, thoughts, love for things and all, and most importantly ......

...can we come to a consensus saying selfishness applies to 98.453219% of everything?

Observe and you'll see babe.

ARGH !!! @#$%!&

2006-08-10T13:26:00.000+08:00

DAMN YOU, ANDY!
YOUR FAULT lah NOW!
...SENT ME THIS PATHETIC SONG...I GOT SO EMO NOW..

I wanna cry. T.T

Lake House Resolution

2006-08-09T14:45:00.000+08:00

Resolution

Nothing but an empty page

Breathing in an open space

Captured by your moment's grace again

There's so much I left behind

Even more that waits in time

Everything's so undefined

I'm standing on the edge of my fear

And I see it clear

Here's my resolution

I'm letting go

All I need to learn is along this road

And I just want to be the best man I can be

Breathe, it's my resolution

Living life without a plan

Finding solace where I stand

And learning how to love again

And all I want is something real

That I can feel

Here's my resolution

I'm letting go

All I need to learn is along this road

And I just wanna be the best man I can be

'Cause here's my resolution

I'm letting go

All I need to learn is along this road

And I just wanna be the best man I can be

Breathe, it's my resolution

My resolution.

* Damned.. NickLachey's great, isn't he? His new songs are so pathetic. ( .....due to his divorce? ). Babe Andy introduced it to me and after hearing it once, " oh god..." . PLUS, I watched The Lake House with Flabby Esther last Sunday. and so , the happy-love-sad feeling is strong in me. Damn emo la weh now~

Suddenly, i feel like wana have a love relationship. I want to feel how two human beings love each other. how they care for each other. how they share one thing(s). what they feel when they cuddle , hug, kiss or having sex. what they feel when they... love.

"Hold it back!" 18 only, I am( typical asian ). In a way, I don't want to be in a relationship yet because I know I'll be devoting myself fully to the relationship.That might just kill me.

I'm a terrible coward with zero confidence, i'd say. Afraid to fall. Afraid to love. Afraid to be hurt.Selfish, i am. Sensitive, i am. And I dare not take risks.

I just wanna be the best man I can be. ( ...trying )

p/s: I have no idea why the space bar is useless when i use it between paragraphs.

RB's 18th!

2006-07-09T12:02:00.000+08:00

"upcoming...MMU tour. "

Nah...later. =P

It was Ryui Bynn's birthday last Friday, 7th, and clem's www.saigoheiki.com has the story.
And i know , I DO KNOW, that i'm a fucking lazy bastard who doesn't make updates.

I shall just come up with some oh-you-bitch pics.

Daniel, owns a LG Chocolate recently...

SEX_AY~

daniel, " dude, u looked like leehom at ONE glance~ "

me, " love u~" hah.

we just couldn't stay away for that yummy chocolate.Shawn,"Happy Birthday Bynn! "Bali's Lamb >>> RM13.90+ ( plus tax la! ) and well, two pieces in a plate! Cendol blended? >>> i don't wana be a diabetic.

Beauties and a desperate beast.You looked hot, shawn!

Back to RB's haven...

NOT everyone's pretty 'inside'. LOL. sexy *aww~sseelll* ( tell me the spelling will'ya?)parts from the *girl-fight* NEVER underestimate U8 busts. ( again, clem has the story ).After the fight...

Suet: i dropped my top just now.

Esther: LMAO.

OH, looks may be deceiving. haha. she's nice here. Initial-D konon. XD

Love'ya Bynn.

Lovely MMU.

2006-06-18T12:08:00.000+08:00

The journey has begun......

HOLA! (yea, camwhored.)

Exactly one week and 2 days i've been here, the gorgeous Multimedia University ( Malacca's campus ). Well, i was trying to blog days ago and what i had was degraded connectivity. Sigh~

10th June 2006 - Registration Day and I was amazed by the amount of us freshies (the seniors called us that!)

what? there're 2k of us! 0__0 ( plus another 500 at MMU Cyberjaya ).AND another 500 international students each year. We were divided into 4 big groups and another 13 groups of each big group. Oh, the red clothing you see us wearing here is MMU's official batik. lol.

I think it's nice. The OC(s) , orientation committees(our dear seniors) , theirs are blue.

Here's the main hall where we had our boring-but-important briefings and introductions. Not only main hall, the talks were held too at the exam hall, lecture rooms etc. ( duh! 2k ?)
And here's what the OCs will do year after year during orientation week and they do show the pics at the end of the day to everyone...

GOTCHA! __the effect of boring-but-important speeches. lol.

And when it comes to the NO-NOs...

Rule no.1 : Caressing, kissing, smooching, hugging, holding hands are strictly prohibited! Sigh~

Opening and closing ceremonies were held during the orientation week at both the campuses(m'ka & c'jaya). Cyberjaya MMU was the host for opening and so we ppl in Malacca had it via video conference ( closing - terbalikkan ).Here're what I've known through MMU's President's speech during the opening ceremony about MMU...

* It's a 100% private university, own by Telekom Malaysia and... the 1st best in Malaysia. ( i was like "wow, that's kewl!". 2nd is UPC, ha! )

* Yea, you can expect the every degree course's fee to be lower than RM50k for you to get a locally & internationally recognised degree.

* It's the first and only University in the world to have Bachelor of Financial Engineering (Hons.) .

* Newly introduced and recognised course - BIOMEDIC.

* International students in MMU - All from 77 countries around the world. ( i have one Mongolia girl , a Kenya guy and another black fella, i dont know mana dia dtg, in my group.)

* One of the only(s) private university which uses online system on everything except payments. Be it course registration/verification/profile, library, all sorts of notes, schedules, cocuriculum, announcements, bulletins, ...just anything!

ETC. ETC. You might just wana check www.mmu.edu.my if'ya wana know more abouts. hee. OHYAYA!!! I saw a Sabahan Malay guy who looked 95.3478% like BARRY OOI (duh! that dude looks better than B.O. suetli: #$%@!& !!!) and a jumbo who Shawn will never wins...

Awww~ isn't he adorable?

Each group of about 10 was given an egg, a chicken-rice plastic bag, 4 straws, a piece of mahjong paper, strings and sello-tape. Do whatever you want as long as the egg'll be safe from 3 storeys. ... Well, it didn't work out for my group. T.T

Here's something I had which will happen once in a person's lifetime and worth , the Orientation Performance Night !!! Ohh~~~ it was a great party for me.

Yellow group's cheering.

My group's performance. ^__^

Those on the stage were our OCs and that's the time when we sang our MMU's anthem altogether. TELL YOU ar~ i'd like you to listen to that song. Man, it's just such a nice song!

When the lights were off, everyone "showed off" their hps... the 'high' u get is like being in The Click Five 's summer party. ( just let me 'aww~' myself.)
This pic up here...it looks like the OCs weren't having anything on top. lol. they wore skin coloured shirt actually. Yea, " lights on please" We cheered, waved goodbye, screamed, ...some cried. O_0

Last but not least, a pic of two ..erm... lol. My cool OC, Jas. ;D

May God guides him to this path. XD

upcoming...MMU Malacca tour.

Cheers!

='(

2006-06-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

*ding~dong* it's 12:50am... and the story goes on.

lol. what a 'good' pendahuluan.

well yeah, i bet all of you agree that time's really passes fast......like shit?

i'm leaving on this coming Sat(10th June, 17summersplash's happening in sunwaylagoon! T.T) for Malacca>>>MMU's registration day. YEAH!!! i'm going to school ... finally!!!

Undeniable happiness:
_New study environment,new friends,new stuff(s) in school and all u could imagine.
_Leave on my own and away from home. ( well, i think it's cool ... sometimes. )
_Malacca's delicacies!
_Feels like growing up and up and...

Undeniable sadness , it's really sad :
_My dear room.
_Mom's marvellous cooking.
_My friendly and warm neighborhood.
_Mel, Dolbi & Dolgi. ( my dogz)
_Clothes and shoes. i can't bring all of'em!
last but not least, buddies. omfg, anyone on Earth can live without ...buddies(frrrriiiieeennndddsss)? well tell'ya, am gona cry like shit man. i just cant imagine i'm not able to do the usual stuff* (though it's pretty lame/boring sometimes) with them for at least a year!

*usual stuff = chat,food,drink,outings,MOVIES,lame jokes,shopping...hey, you should know the list well!

Friends, the ones who we can go to no matter what happens.

you want fun/play? they'll give it to you.
you want a shoulder to cry for? "go on,"they say.
you want the latest hits? "i'll send/download/burn for you."
you want protection? they'll be the first you'll see.
you want a hug? "aww,c'mon."

these are what i can really observe all the time! friends are actually helping and enjoying each other without realising anything. ohhh....i'm so glad and lucky to have great buddies around me. i owe them a lot. ( sorry ppl,i was being str8-forward sometimes =P ) i'm so gona miss them like shit. aaarrrrgggghhhhh! T.T
so, u wana have great friends?
first, be one.
next, be one.
thirdly, be one.
finally, be one.
(sounds like i'm a great fool like that.lol. am i ? i dont think so.)

___
oh, i went 1Utama with Andy & Daniel. pretty big crowd it was! nothing did there besides 'loitering' around ( since it was the 1st time for Daniel being at 1Utama, oops =P) oh yayaya! we went to the new wing to look for the new store, Forever21. the store's big, bright, nice designed entrance ,great etc. it's the first in Malaysia.
forgive me for being a kampong ah beng, i didnt know that Forever21 has things for boobz only. lol. i was kinda disappointed for awhile. anyway, we did went in the store & looked around. they have everything what a girl wants and they're all at average price! poor us guys. T.T

The Curve after 1Utama. nice bazaar there. i love the atmosphere there...it's so western.
oh, Cineleisure's opened now. the main branch's in singapore. it's still very new with only the cineplexes opened now. great. we watched The Benchwarmers there. hell, you ppl should go Cineleisure's cineplexes for movies cuz that's what i really call "cinema" ! with supercomfortable and wide seats, same price as other cinemas' movie passes etc. , what else u'll beg for!?
and not forgetting the IKEA's CURRYPUFFS...oh, heaven! RM 1 for a piece and RM 5.50 for half-a-dozen. kewl! IKEA's CURRYPUFFS' a must,humans! they can be found at a cafe in front of the cashiers of ikea's.
___
angela's in
UK having holiday now. jealousy, full of it in me. lol. yea, she's having pics in her blog and i love those pics she took. aww.... london, oxford etc. great arts there. the streets, the parks, the ppl, the music and all. sigh~
i swear i'm gona have those nice things right at the front of my eyes one day!

sighh~

anyway, surprise i update huh?

Sexy Tioman

2006-04-22T09:42:00.000+08:00

~ H . O . T ~!

haha. so i went Pulau Tioman for 4 days ( 17 - 20 April ). Can't denied p.tioman's just a heaven for a relaxing h'day, though there isn't any hp-communication line there. yea, my dudes & i were suffering! no msges, no calls etc. XD
We went snorkelling on the 1st day... the corals are extremely beautiful! ( with lots of cute fishes swimming around u ). to Tulai Island then, where our boatmen told us it's where part of many international film shootings were made there! yea, i ageed. the angelic tiny island had white-golden beaches , the sea was so damn clean & clear...but one thing, u're gona bbq urself if u go there in the middle of the day! XD

i dont play mahjong( daniel brought the set and they rent another set from the resort too ), so the other seven were mahjong-ing when we ain't heading to anywhere from the resort.
there wasn't any TV or radio in the chalet, no entertainment for me. so i just walked on the beach...feel the breeze..."hi" to ang-mohs...haha...while others were busying " ZI MOH! " , " SEK WU! " , " PONG! " here & there. LOL.

went snorkelling almost everyday till bored. haha yea, u really can't do anything there cuz p.tioman is full wit kampongs ,and the water activities are what u have for ur nice holiday. =)

oh, clement and i were about to go to the duty free shops, which located at the other side of the island from where we stay. u can either take the car service, walk or cycle and move through the hill to get urself at the other side. we cycled.
all the way, ....>45 degrees going up & up &... exhausted like shit. but it was really a true hiking, the scenery looking down from the hill were great.
we didn't manage to reach the destination - we stopped a 4wd Mitsubishi Storm for Qs -

driver: " Kg. Tekek (our destination) !? Jauh lagi tuh... 2 jam jalan lagi! "

clem & i were like ' wat the hell !? ' cuz we're already half-way reached.
too bad,so we tumpang the Storm back to our chalet.

here's the bomb...all of us went canoeing afta clem & i were back. yea, it was thrilling.
everyone's canoe kept turning upside down. haha... kai shen's forehead ( it bleed )was hit by the sudden turnover canoe at the beach when we're about to leave the place we headed to. damn u , waves!
the fun thing for me was...clem & teck seng , who shared a canoe, didn't manage to get the canoe to leave their canoe was fully water-filled by the waves. both of them looked so innocent and helpless ( the 2 of them are very thin )standing at the beach looking at their 'drunk' canoe.
XD

guess who's the hero who saved them? LOL. IT'S........ME! XD
sigh~ i was just pity the 2 sticks(clem & ts) Hahahahaaha~

only on the last day (21 april) everyone's alarm woke us up at 6:15am to watch the sunrise!
yea, it was so perfect and really beautiful , afta the long wait for the sun to finally rise at about 7:05am. haha, it's great that u can see the sun 'rising' from the sea.

shall see u again, p.tioman.

~do check out clement's www.saigoheiki.com for a better our-tioman-trip reading XP ~

Cheers!

zaP!

2006-04-03T22:26:00.000+08:00

BURP!!!

haha...yea, i'm back here afta...erm, how long is it ? you tell me! lol.

~ yours truly's just really forgetful & lazy to tell'ya the happenings since my last post ~

i'm getting FATTER! yes i am. who's fault? Malaysia's food.
oh no, gota do sumfing 'bout it. haha. 70+kg and it's increasing, wat's ur point? XD
plus, i'm going Pulau Tioman soon! u know, u've to show ur SEXY bod there on the beach! lol.
can't help, i'm a serious shit for my appearance. ;P

Andy's leaving for Beijing at 12am 2'moro. he'll be there for 3 weeks man...3 weeks!!! i'll miss him kao kao! haha.

daniel: kaitzin's like andy's gay fren oni. lol.

well tell'ya, yes, i am! Andy's seriously a true dude and i can't Xplain why. u'll know why if u meet him.

LET ME WARN YOU, MMU! You'd better accept my application or i'll burn both of your campuses!
~just kidding~

tobecontinued...when will it be? XD

~Cheers~

aMbitious

2005-11-30T21:27:00.001+08:00

~ Tan Kai-Tzin ~

Alright, i've time for this......

" YA~HOO!!! Finally...finally...THIRTEEN years of wearing school uniform will be ended in just 2 days time !"

Yeah, really excited about it. Just got my dumb head twisted a bit___

_ I'll never need to obey of my dear Mdm. Ruby and Miss *Den.
_ I'll never get myself old faster due to frustrations made by my admirers in the same school!
( Seriously. How would u feel if someone kept yelling at you," Kai Tzin! XXX likes u ar! Kai Tzin!..." )
_ Obviously, I might just blog everyday.
_ Going to be 18 on next March 2006. So, ya'know those under-18 stuff {clubs,parties etc.}.
( NYEK NYEK NYEK NYEK NYEK...)
_ A MUST to obtain my DRIVING LINCENSE by the end of 2005, or I'll have to wait till I'm 21 !
_ Anyway, I've been a non-lincensed driver for a year,at least.
_ Yes, I'm sure I'll work part-time jobs. Of course it's for money, but with 40% of interest in nice restaurants.
_ Must appreciate all possible moments with my buddies. Gona seriously miss those fools. *sobb*
___ Have a valentine,maybe. :P

Shawn : " Chicken! Why aren't u going to Langkawi ? "
Me(sad) : " My Pa suddenly say 'NO!' .No reason. "
Shawn : " WHY ? WHY ? WHY ? "
Me(sad) : " Haihz..."
Shawn : " K. Just take ur SORENTO and knock him oni la! Set! " (gosh, he might just turn into moist!)
Me( XD ): " Sokong! " ( Seriously sorry for this 'sokong' thing ,Dad. )
Shawn : " Or u threat him that u'll kill urself if he doesn't let also."
Me( XD ): " He sure says,' go la. die la u! "
* laughs *

My buddies're going to Langkawi in the mid of January. Well ,of course I'll join no matter how. But there's this cute problem. My father approved my beggings to go to Langkawi. That was like about a month ago. Then, I asked him again for confirmation and he said," NO ! " "Why?" I asked confusingly. " No reason.Just no. " he replied. *Maybe, he was having pressure and problems. He too had a really great quarrel with mother.
Okay, i was quite weak to ask him for reasons that time, since he had approved it already at the 1st time!
So so so,I must ...MUST ask my dear bald daddy after the EST exam on this Friday. I'll promise him that I'll spend with my own part-time job allowance only.

( I'm gona be like him one day___bald! XD whatever~ And I must start part-time job on December. )

Oh ya. I'm in love with these songs recently :

* Jesse Mccartney 's >>> Because You Live
* Ryan Cabrera 's >>>Fall Baby Fall
* Ryan Cabrera 's >>>It's You
* Ozone 's >>>Numa Numa Yei ( Chicken Little's theme song. )

They aren't bad, but great!

*THINK...think...THINK...*
Wow, time's really ain't waiting for anyone! We're the one who always use-and-waste.
True. I've grown from a dumb-silly- fat 7 year old piggy to a tall-'sweet'-'fit' 17 year old lad. My baby life's gona end soon. Somehow happy + sad. Yeah~hahahaha.
An oldfriend of mine's leaving for Taiwan by Dec. for her studies. Another one......to Japan. And i was like," You lucky girls. " Okay, had wished them all their best. But, that made my thoughts dumb-er.
I want to go overseas too! (besides for studies) I wanna travel, learn things which different from what i have in Malaysia , enjoy thrillion tasty food all around the world, be in the greatest parties or events etc!
It's very ambitious , but that's my aim. MUST try to make it 95% in perfection.

So, what really pissed me off is _which path should i take for my masa depan?
* Pilot
* Culinary Arts
* Art & Design(graphic design etc.)
I like the beautiful LimKokWing University College. But the courses there are not gonna left me a cent in my pocket. What if Flying School for pilot? Really thought of this before. The government can sponsor the course fee and i only need to work for MAS for probably 5 years only. Then after 7 or 10 years flying around, i can just stop flying and use my savings to learn and do what i really wanted. That sounds a perfect and nice plan, but i'm now asking myself," Am i tough enough for my future? "

_sigh_

Alright, fine. I'll stop thinking for those for half of this coming December and then start the true plan.
Most wanted : clear off my books, clean my room, have a hair cut, ......and go for a part-time job interview.

Chaoz.

m_arathon@

2005-10-30T06:41:00.000+08:00

~C.o.f.f.e.e.~

Oh, my 2nd one. Lolz...

I started online at about 10:15pm. Surf..chat..surf..chat..
With Andy, we chatted till 3am! Hahahaha. ......
On the other hand, Jessica's playing NEOPETS till 2sth am.
( "12 days more and she's still playing," her sis mentioned.)
Well, it's my 1st time i'm staying till so damn late. Probably i slept too long for my usual afternoon nap.
(I'm still couldn't sleep now.)
I was doing my physics past year Qs while chatting.( Still doing now cuz everyone's sleeping.) =P
What a brilliant idea! I'm not gonna sleep for tonight.
I'm gonna stay till morning comes...go jogging and play basketball with Kai Shen & Daniel.
So,i went to make coffee just now. It's my 1st time I'm making my own coffee...seriously!
(gulp~gulp~gulp~)
Emm,not bad. XD (At the kitchen...kaitzin spilled the Nescafe powder and the CoffeeMate.)
Hehehehe. I'm not sleepy at all. Yea,i'm gonna stay till the next day! *tough*
But, what's gonna happen if a "healthy" guy didn't sleep for a whole night?
Nvm.
Well, quite proud of myself for doing my physics Qs,chatting & blogging at the same time while everyone,
including my dogs are dreaming now. Hahahaha.

Now, back to my physics Qs...... ___*3:59am*

_____

*6:40am* ! Victoryyy... !

I've made it! I didn't even take a small nap. (I know,people. It sounds stupid.)

Ok. Go have a jog, gasp for fresh cool air...and play basketball with the two piglets.

Hahahaha.

" Pa~da~pap~da~da~I'm lovin' it! "

BoDoH !

2005-10-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

28th October 2005, 9"sth"p.m.
Another 12 more days heading to my SPM "Mandarin" exam.
......and I'm still sitting in front of my pc creating my own blog while 'nonsensing' with friends. *sigh~*.

( I ain't good in expressing my thoughts with words.)
Well,
The very 'cute' yet evil,tall yet coward,looking thin yet fat,...(what else?) guy always having his own beautiful-unique-bit of stupid thoughts >>>which always appear in his mind.(daydreaming isn't bad,huh?)
hahahaha....(ppl : LAME!)
Yea yea yea,i know that.
I just wish someone, someone who can 'take' the special key to open my mind and see/share my wonderful world. =P
_____
I had my prefects' annual dinner last Sat. (22nd Oct.). It's my final year as a secondary school buddy.
As what everyone always say,"whoa, time passes so XXXXing fast!!!"
Yeah. It's a good thing that I'm now growing up & up...becoming a much 'gorgeous' guy =P yet still silly and not wise.
_____
I'm still doing bad in my English stuff.
My Pa & Ma always told me i could read very good English when i was 1+ years old.
Whatever! The standard's getting lower anyhow. I like to read good written stuff and try to remember those nice expressions. But i failed, always end up using simple and childish English.(Even now ,with what i'm typing!). So, i planned to take up an English class after SPM at a language centre.( It's damned expensive!) ...Maybe a bit later.
Or,... i can ask Clement to be my English Tutor. =P hehehehe....

_____
Almost everyone was in school 2 days ago cuz we need to arrange tables for our own 'position'
...... to fight for SPM VICTORY! ( -.- )
As everyone's busy cleaning the hall ,(some just fooling around)
I'm one of those fools...going around recording my friends' 'actions' with my video-cam.
That idea came to me about having a 'replay' of memo-recall to my friends if we ought to meet in future. hehehehe...(that taste kinda sweet)

_____

> to be continued...with what ppl think is lame/nonsense.

Oh ya! I'd watched *All About Love* dvd y'day, stars: Andy Lau, Charlene Choi & Charlie Young.
Oh~it's damn touching.Both of the ladies( C.Choi & C.Young ) 'died' of sickness in that show.
I don't know how to tell the story about this movie. If u've watched, it's good if u can see the beauty and sweetness of sacrifice & love.

Flaunting my undiEs.

Too Much To Love :D

First Tag

Thurs-my-day wtf

smooch*

diggin'...

the touch

let's roll !

hi, i'm back alive wtf

psycho

Pieces

The Big Red Button

I have more holes than you now.

sweet escape

exploration = orgasm __wtf

that's the way to start, huh?

Reincarnation, my ass.

naivety

A pleased plebeian wtf.

The power of H2O. *sobs*

So Random.

a costly eventful weekend *sob*sob*

75% Salvation

MiSs * misS

The sun's setting.

Sperm's stronger.

Saggy Moons

2007!!! wo ai ni !

CleanDirt at 18

you tell kai tzin

Shakir Dua Puluh Tiga

Pirated Bill-bill-bongs

Plebeian : not you.

$$$

Journey to the 75

Raawwwrrrr...!

As hazey as Kazey

" I'll be there for you~if you need someboday!..."

Want some fire?

Psychotic bewilderment of selfishneSs

ARGH !!! @#$%!&

Lake House Resolution

RB's 18th!

Lovely MMU.

='(

Sexy Tioman

*zaP!*

aMbitious

m_arathon@

BoDoH !

The power of H2O. sobs

a costly eventful weekend sobsob*

zaP!