aMbitious

~ Tan Kai-Tzin ~

Alright, i've time for this......

" YA~HOO!!! Finally...finally...THIRTEEN years of wearing school uniform will be ended in just 2 days time !"

Yeah, really excited about it. Just got my dumb head twisted a bit___

_ I'll never need to obey of my dear Mdm. Ruby and Miss *Den.
_ I'll never get myself old faster due to frustrations made by my admirers in the same school!
( Seriously. How would u feel if someone kept yelling at you," Kai Tzin! XXX likes u ar! Kai Tzin!..." )
_ Obviously, I might just blog everyday.
_ Going to be 18 on next March 2006. So, ya'know those under-18 stuff {clubs,parties etc.}.
( NYEK NYEK NYEK NYEK NYEK...)
_ A MUST to obtain my DRIVING LINCENSE by the end of 2005, or I'll have to wait till I'm 21 !
_ Anyway, I've been a non-lincensed driver for a year,at least.
_ Yes, I'm sure I'll work part-time jobs. Of course it's for money, but with 40% of interest in nice restaurants.
_ Must appreciate all possible moments with my buddies. Gona seriously miss those fools. *sobb*
___ Have a valentine,maybe. :P

Shawn : " Chicken! Why aren't u going to Langkawi ? "
Me(sad) : " My Pa suddenly say 'NO!' .No reason. "
Shawn : " WHY ? WHY ? WHY ? "
Me(sad) : " Haihz..."
Shawn : " K. Just take ur SORENTO and knock him oni la! Set! " (gosh, he might just turn into moist!)
Me( XD ): " Sokong! " ( Seriously sorry for this 'sokong' thing ,Dad. )
Shawn : " Or u threat him that u'll kill urself if he doesn't let also."
Me( XD ): " He sure says,' go la. die la u! "
* laughs *

My buddies're going to Langkawi in the mid of January. Well ,of course I'll join no matter how. But there's this cute problem. My father approved my beggings to go to Langkawi. That was like about a month ago. Then, I asked him again for confirmation and he said," NO ! " "Why?" I asked confusingly. " No reason.Just no. " he replied. *Maybe, he was having pressure and problems. He too had a really great quarrel with mother.
Okay, i was quite weak to ask him for reasons that time, since he had approved it already at the 1st time!
So so so,I must ...MUST ask my dear bald daddy after the EST exam on this Friday. I'll promise him that I'll spend with my own part-time job allowance only.

( I'm gona be like him one day___bald! XD whatever~ And I must start part-time job on December. )

Oh ya. I'm in love with these songs recently :

* Jesse Mccartney 's >>> Because You Live
* Ryan Cabrera 's >>>Fall Baby Fall
* Ryan Cabrera 's >>>It's You
* Ozone 's >>>Numa Numa Yei ( Chicken Little's theme song. )

They aren't bad, but great!

*THINK...think...THINK...*
Wow, time's really ain't waiting for anyone! We're the one who always use-and-waste.
True. I've grown from a dumb-silly- fat 7 year old piggy to a tall-'sweet'-'fit' 17 year old lad. My baby life's gona end soon. Somehow happy + sad. Yeah~hahahaha.
An oldfriend of mine's leaving for Taiwan by Dec. for her studies. Another one......to Japan. And i was like," You lucky girls. " Okay, had wished them all their best. But, that made my thoughts dumb-er.
I want to go overseas too! (besides for studies) I wanna travel, learn things which different from what i have in Malaysia , enjoy thrillion tasty food all around the world, be in the greatest parties or events etc!
It's very ambitious , but that's my aim. MUST try to make it 95% in perfection.

So, what really pissed me off is _which path should i take for my masa depan?
* Pilot
* Culinary Arts
* Art & Design(graphic design etc.)
I like the beautiful LimKokWing University College. But the courses there are not gonna left me a cent in my pocket. What if Flying School for pilot? Really thought of this before. The government can sponsor the course fee and i only need to work for MAS for probably 5 years only. Then after 7 or 10 years flying around, i can just stop flying and use my savings to learn and do what i really wanted. That sounds a perfect and nice plan, but i'm now asking myself," Am i tough enough for my future? "

_sigh_

Alright, fine. I'll stop thinking for those for half of this coming December and then start the true plan.
Most wanted : clear off my books, clean my room, have a hair cut, ......and go for a part-time job interview.

Chaoz.