ARGH !!! @#$%!&

DAMN YOU, ANDY!
YOUR FAULT lah NOW!
...SENT ME THIS PATHETIC SONG...I GOT SO EMO NOW..


I wanna cry. T.T

Lake House Resolution

Resolution

Nothing but an empty page

Breathing in an open space

Captured by your moment's grace again

There's so much I left behind

Even more that waits in time

Everything's so undefined

I'm standing on the edge of my fear

And I see it clear

Here's my resolution

I'm letting go

All I need to learn is along this road

And I just want to be the best man I can be

Breathe, it's my resolution

Living life without a plan

Finding solace where I stand

And learning how to love again

And all I want is something real

That I can feel

Here's my resolution

I'm letting go

All I need to learn is along this road

And I just wanna be the best man I can be

'Cause here's my resolution

I'm letting go

All I need to learn is along this road

And I just wanna be the best man I can be

Breathe, it's my resolution

My resolution.

* Damned.. NickLachey's great, isn't he? His new songs are so pathetic. ( .....due to his divorce? ). Babe Andy introduced it to me and after hearing it once, " oh god..." . PLUS, I watched The Lake House with Flabby Esther last Sunday. and so , the happy-love-sad feeling is strong in me. Damn emo la weh now~

Suddenly, i feel like wana have a love relationship. I want to feel how two human beings love each other. how they care for each other. how they share one thing(s). what they feel when they cuddle , hug, kiss or having sex. what they feel when they... love.

"Hold it back!" 18 only, I am( typical asian ). In a way, I don't want to be in a relationship yet because I know I'll be devoting myself fully to the relationship.That might just kill me.

I'm a terrible coward with zero confidence, i'd say. Afraid to fall. Afraid to love. Afraid to be hurt.Selfish, i am. Sensitive, i am. And I dare not take risks.

I just wanna be the best man I can be. ( ...trying )

p/s: I have no idea why the space bar is useless when i use it between paragraphs.